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This is the canvas on which I paint my journey, desiring to leave a great legacy behind. I hope our life's paths will intertwine, beyond the online spectrum.



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Blog, Online Diary, Random Thoughts

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

09:49 (AM)  Good morning 💕 I really appreciate you reading my diary! I have never talked about this with you (yet), but the idea that I air out the contents of my mind, and that you then keep coming back to read it, fills my heart with so much joy! …

Blog, Online Diary

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

17:02 (05:02 PM)  Good afternoon, my Cuddle 🙊 💕  To make sure I stay on the right track, in this maze where I need to make fast decisions for the short-term, which influences how the long term plays out, I’ve made a draft of a public description [consider it a pamphlet…

Blog, Drafts, Ex Animo, Reflections

Opposing views and speaking my mind

We engage ourselves in social interactions. All human beings have a unique perception of reality. If I were to describe the core of the contents of verbal communication, I would definitely include that the partakers in conversations, make statements about their personal experience of life. Some descriptions of this perception,…

Blog, Online Diary

Monday, October 15, 2018

00:02 (12:02 AM)  Haha I’m so in love with the character I made in Episode 😻. I only styled her and gave her the character of a romantic person.  She’s also dealing with a lot of bad dreams 😅   I downloaded the game in the car, on our way…

Blog, Online Diary

Sunday, October 14, 2018

11:36 (AM)  Good morning  I misinterpreted the word Bewegungsartefakt, yesterday… Awkward…? I was celebrating too soon… 😔  I couldn’t keep still, because my skull moves, without me controlling this. I strive to find the scientific explanation of this, to debunk the guesswork explanation of “Must be stress,” from the people…

Blog, Online Diary, Recipes

Saturday, October 13, 2018

12:47 (PM)  Heey ♥  What are your plans for this weekend?  I’ll be bed petting 😋   [woaaah this is the first time for me to succeed in including an emoji that isn’t a heart!!!! I had to find how to convert unicode to html, hehe]. I think, the “priority mail”…

Blog, Online Diary

Friday, October 12, 2018

09:30 (AM)  My Cuddleeee 😀 ♥ Good morning!! ♥ ♥ How was your night?  Mine was pretty good. I went to sleep around 9 pm and had a lot of time to sleep. Somehow I’m still tired, so I’ll be napping until 11 am. That’s when I have to check…

Blog, Online Diary, Photography, Recipes

Thursday, October 11, 2018

09:49 (AM)  Good morning, my love <3 I just woke up in the freakiest way possible: When I opened my eyes, I looked mother right in the eye. She had that look in her eyes again that makes me feel like a failure and gives me cropped up anger, because…

Blog, Online Diary

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

09:46 (AM)  Good morning <3 I succeeded in my mission, yesterday! I’ve had a lot of spontaneous fun :D. Pictures will be uploaded später haha.  While I was getting ready, earlier, I received a phone call, with the request if I allow someone else to claim the domain name elia-pr.info….

Blog, Online Diary

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

06:57 (AM) Gooooood morning!  😀 I love being awake early, with a purpose for being awake early.  10:49 (AM)  I’m waiting to be called in for my MRI. Ah meoww I see myself going back home again =.= This Dutch lady “guiding me” is so rude in the Dutch sense…

Blog, Online Diary

Monday, October 8, 2018

00:32 (12:32 AM)  Hanging out was nice :]. I really needed that change of scenes.  Meoww, one day left until a possible positive and new turning point in my life. I’m excited either way: I’m in desperate need of new experiences. I could also “use some Graeyniss” in my life…

Blog, Online Diary

Sunday, October 7, 2018

00:07 (12:07 AM)  The “welcome text” of this website, I have changed againn… Just like the book description of The Unpublished Episodes of Nosce Te Ipsum I. This because I want to semi-keep this website. When https://danielle-lucy.love is online, when you visit https://lilfangs.com, you will see a pop-up that asks you if you…

Blog, Online Diary

Saturday, October 6, 2018

00:13 (12:13 AM)  I have decided to just go back to being “social as fuck”. I do have missed some people I used to spend a lot of time with. There’s still a book I have a lot of inspiration for, though… I have the feeling that if I say…

Blog, Online Diary

Friday, October 5, 2018

13:20 (01:20 PM)  Good afternoon :] I want Δοκιs to have a much more “established” debut than Lil Fangs had… Established in the sense that what I put out should look professional [even the finest details!] and I need to be out of “bed pet mode”. But as long as…

Blog, Online Diary

Thursday, October 4, 2018

01:56 (AM)  My brain needs rest, but my body is so full of energy. I should have gone running… Another factor keeping me awake, is me pondering about my next move. It feels like such a waste of money to spend more than €2000 of the about €2500 in savings…

Blog, Drafts

Fangs interviewing Fangs

[This is written in this way, because I like to invoke your imagination.] Hi, my Cuddle. I have invited you over here today, to give you an opportunity to answer some questions, as a way to introduce yourself. I know your story is very, ve-ry long. I know that with…

Blog, Online Diary

Wednesday, October 3, 2018

01:18 (AM)  I just ordered some business cards, which will be delivered in 2 days :]. [I chose fast delivery, because I want to travel to the US around October 9th.] I decided to stop the “I start a new post when I wake up”. This was something I kept…

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

13:21 (01:21 PM)  Hi <3 I hope you’re having an awesome day :]. The D.O.C.I.S. International website will be finished today! Then submitting a sign up form will be possible, which will be reviewed. Depending on what path you choose to follow and on if our mission in life is…

Blog, Online Diary, Recipes

Monday, October 1, 2018

10:53 (AM)  Good morning <3 I woke up with eyes more swollen than usual. That must have been because of the tears… Hopefully I won’t get a rant about looking high again…  Today, I’m going to give you a recipe for the best soup in the history of mankind! My…

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary

Sunday, September 30, 2018

11:37 (AM)  I went to sleep around 4 AM. There are a few tasks left over on my list, still… [It took me quite some time to find a solution to the header and slider overlapping @ the D.O.C.I.S. International website.]  Luckily I have done all heavy tasks yesterday. I…

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary

Saturday, September 29, 2018

13:28 (01:28 PM)  “Saving the best for last”… Today, I have the following things on my list: Upload a new cover for the episode 1 paperback (because they want the full title on it… I used the ebook cover, which has a summarized title. Now I’ll be editing that image) …

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary

Friday, September 28, 2018

04:02 (AM)  I’m finishing up… I’m quite satisfied with the result :]. Fingers crossed @ the book being submitted to the online stores in time, “ha-ha”………. [That means I laugh while being seriously worried, by the way, hahaahaha XD. What else can I do, right¿] 06:27 (AM)  Whoop whooooooop 07:12…

Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

“Lil Fangs” is a temporary name

Until my name is cleared…  This is a long story……. Should I keep it short?  My actual poet’s alias/composers name/writer’s alias is Δοκις, or “Docis”.  As long as my name isn’t cleared and I can’t deliver the exact work I want to deliver, I don’t want to publish anything under…

Blog, Online Diary, Recipes

Thursday, September 27, 2018

[Scroll to the italics for trippy fan-fiction¿] 12:41 (PM)  Here’s a list of the ingredients I used for the rice pudding I’m eating… Right now…  Rice Almond flakes Raisins Cinnamon Vanilla essence Vanilla sugar Almond essence Sugar Cow milk I haven’t been able to break my sleeping cycle, where I…

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary

Wednesday, September 26, 2018

17:27 (05:27 PM)  “Should I start every online diary article with a form of “hello” and of “I’m very fond of your interest in me, my dear reader. That interest is mutual, so I ask you questions in my diary and I hope I’ll hear your answers to them one…

Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

My Interview with Smashwords

What do your supporters mean to you? My supporters are my happiness. It is so comforting to know that there are so many more people out there, who are like me. I wouldn’t know what to do, without them… What are you working on next? The second episode of the…

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

14:40 (02:40 PM)  Hi 😀 <3 The Unpublished Episodes of Nosce Te Ipsum I has passed all checks and is under review for the premium catalog now :]. I’ve used the same cover image as I published the old first episode with. I’m not sure if I should keep it…? …

Blog, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary, Recipes

Monday, September 24, 2018

11:49 (AM)  My Cuddle!! <3 I have missed you soo much!! Those few days of not writing you, seemed to last forever… *Catts you* The Deleted Episodes of Nosce Te Ipsum I is basically finished. And I have received my publisher’s prefix!  I’m still working on the new Nosce Te…

Random Thoughts

Old Notes

I came across some things I’ve written in the past: As you can see, “writing things out” is not new to me at all! When I was very young, I was already writing books. Unfortunately, the computers I’ve written them on are formatted and trashed, and the notebooks I used…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts

Reputational Damage

If there weren’t a (globally¿) spread rumor about me, I would have been approached and believed positively different, by others. Starting this project would have been much easier, without this bias. Even people who I don’t know, (think they) “know” me, as that person who “has had mental issues”, because…

Random Thoughts

Random question 2

Should the government have the right to force medication – such as antipsychotics or libido inhibitors – upon you? [I think not… What if you’re really not a case for that medicine, but they just really don’t listen to you and don’t allow you to defend yourself… (Speaking from experience,…

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