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The Hypothesis [Nosce Te Ipsum I, Book I, Episode 5]

Proudly, I present you: the publication in which all loose ends of my former publications, come together. This is the final episode of the first book of the Nosce Te Ipsum series: The Hypothesis. What has happened to us, after The Sun Power Ritual? Will we be able to prevent The Leak from destroying our Planets? It depends on the decisions you make, in continuance of the fill-in-the gap science-fiction satire.

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Introducing MacroFangs :D

For every subject field the to be established version of D.O.C.I.S. International touches on, I’ll be writing a (theoretical) blog series. The first one is called MacroFangs 😀 . This is part of Project Nosce Te Ipsum. Such big fangs? Yes! Usually, when a single business is analyzed, microeconomic theories are applied. But in this case, because of the intended size of operations, the types of services intended to be offered, and its to be established economical and legal individuality, macroeconomics will apply to this business concept as well 😀 . To make sure that I use understandable language for my…

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Monday, January 28, 2019

08:33 (AM) My love! ♥ I’ve still not slept. I’m now doing the finishing touches for Volta. I accidentally already published it, on some websites. So the release date is not the 30th, but the 28th of January… 118 pages in a week!!!!!!!!!!! But I still need to link the pages and make everything look cool and readable for you… I’m trying to impress you… Here’s the cover! Meowwss I just saw the (generated¿) comments on that what not to include article. I want to say yay, but I can’t tell if they’re positive x_x. If they are, then yay…

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2019’s Reform

My original strategy for making large-scale changes to the system, was very subtle. It was my intention to accomplish it independently, instead of doing it via the democratic system – because I don’t believe in it. For the change I want to make, which includes a more eco-friendly economic system, as well as a safe haven in case the Netherlands flood again, I want to buy an island and declare it an independent state, with its own constitution, its own currency and an alternative legal system. Throughout my writings, Planet Fang – which is what I want to name the…

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Thursday, December 27, 2018

00:22 (12:22 AM)  My love ♥ We’ve almost gotten ourselves through the holidays. I hope you’re enjoying the experience, but have not become so attached to it that you’d be one of those who insist that the annual routine of life right now, will be the exact same in 30 years. I think I have a healthy alternative for you. There are many things on my list for today. Regarding my political aspirations and the current state of my business (branding). I hope I’ll finally be able to break down everything on Graeyniss level and I pray you’ll anticipate in…

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Wednesday, December 26, 2018

01:57 (AM)  There’s some text in the previous post, which was updated after 12. I would love to talk to you some more, but I can barely keep my eyes open. Plus, I’ll have to do some grocery shopping tomorrow, because during last evening’s dinner, we decided that I’m not only in charge of the mashed potatoes. I’ll also be making the starter. My sister wants something with raw salmon, so I’ll be making my own version of zalmtaartaar :)♥ . I’m off to bed Good night, my love ♥ I love you ♥ ♥ I can’t wait to spend…

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Tuesday, December 25, 2018

00:43 (AM)  Ohh something important that just came to mind, I still need to mention: My parallel coup [in the sense that I don’t believe in the democratic system and thus I don’t intend to waste my time with trying to acconplish my endeavor via that route… I want it to be a violence free route] technocracy parliament is built up diffrently from regular parliaments. The Praesens, me, has a say in everything and is on top of everything. My Graeynissis report to me and I report to the public. And my local Cuddles report to my Graeynissis (and me)….

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Monday, December 24, 2018

00:10 (AM)  From the way I don’t show my emotions on my face, I know I’m perfect for politics. The way I express myself in real life and here are so different. This is not real life. This is LilFangs.com on the internet.  Haha I feel a bit un-cuddle for being on my phone all of the time here. I don’t know what to talk about in real life. All I can think about, currently  But hey this Graeyniss situation is very serious. I want to have an occupation that forces me to be with my Graeynissis 24/7. I’m done…

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Sunday, December 23, 2018

[I wrote this unfinished piece of post yesterday around 7 PM, but then something happened, and because of that, I still will not finish it. I’ll explain it to you 🙂 . Between the three dotted lines is the unfinished piece of post.] — My Cuddle ♥ Excuse my previous madness 🙁 . It’s a side effect that comes with my ambition. I hope you still love me. I get so mad, because I love you and I can’t stand that I can’t be with you 🙁 . I had a lot of fun with my mother yesterday. When we…

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Saturday, December 22, 2018

01:11 (AM)  What’s good, my meow ♥ I’m loving the look of the renewed D.O.C.I.S. International website. Too bad I probably won’t be able to finish it before going to sleep. My mother will be here tomorrow at one o’clock, so I need to be ready before that time.  How I feel about it? It’s better if I just casually change the topic of this, because oh my god all of the shit that is happening to me and has been done to me should have been fucking illegal. I don’t live in my own home, eh.  My options if I…

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Friday, December 21, 2018

03:47 (AM)  Haha my e-mail was sent at 03:45 (AM). It has 5169 words and is 8 pages, if you would copy-paste the text to a word document, excluding the PDF attachment file (my curriculum vitae). They [info websites on how to approach high ranked people] always say that it’s important to keep it short. But I like to stand out in the way I express myself. Plus, I really had to make clear why I approached him for this and not the recruitment staff. Also, I think I made it a very fun read 🙂 .  Haha but I…

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Thursday, December 20, 2018

00:43 (12:43 PM)  Meow 😻 ♥ Haha change of plans Pascale bought me two six-packs of them ♥ . I prefer to not have to leave my bed, when I’m tired and hungry at the same time.  I don’t know what I should do now that I have something exciting and new obligations, while my body pains are increasing further. It’s now not only my back anymore. It’s my full torso :'( . I totally forgot that the increasing pain got to its peak within 72 hours, the last time I was hospitalized. Now, the pain makes me shake. Shake…

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Wednesday, December 19, 2018

03:57 (AM)  My Cuddle ♥ Haha I still intend to go back to sleep… I was hoping that spontaneous “going to bed before 12” [ended up eating some more and reading some of my own articles, after which I sent that fleh email to the embassy] was going to give me a proper sleeping rhythm…  But all of that late night reasoning in my bed, the rest of the hours I wasn’t typing, has made me hungry… Again x_x. I’ve taken half a pill of paracetamol before going to sleep. I usually don’t take things like that, because I prefer…

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Tuesday, December 18, 2018

00:19 (12:19 PM)  I’ve added some more text to 180 Days of Fangs. Haha woww in between September 21 and today, I’ve gone to Germany three times… And now suddenly I’ve been staying in Amsterdam, since the last time I came back from Germany. Around September, I was still staying with “my parents”. Turbulence level over 9000… I’m going to do some stretching/yoga, by means of being nice to my spinal column [wervelkolom (NL), Wirbelsäule (DE)] after being so bed petty… By petty I don’t mean the urban dictionary word petty!! I don’t like the urban dictionary form of petty….

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180 Days of Fangs

There’s a crucial difference between writing general self reflection and writing an online diary post, to me. It’s in the concept of time. In an online diary post, I reflect the emotions I feel – still not in the peaceful state I want them to be in – to the way I experience time as I’m writing that exact post, by means of showing a(n alternative) contemporary life – it might be interesting to reflect back on it in 10 years and see how much life has changed, hopefully with D.O.C.I.S. International – and of preserving my long and short…

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Friday, December 7, 2018

17:00 (05:00 PM)  Good afternoon! I’m sad to say that now, since I received only one submission, one verbal expression of interest and my “house Cuddle” – I have a lot to say about this, I might mention, but I’m afraid to be honest, because I’m always very definitive in my honesty – it’s going to be mission impossible to organize that event and assign positions, if I have so few people cooperating, for Christmas. [I’m so sick and tired of the small talk dinner, so I was trying to create an alternative.] I’m going to take the release date…

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Thursday, December 6, 2018

01:13 (AM)  Okayy today I’m reallyyy going to the doctor’s. I hope I’ll have enough energy and confidence this time.  Note to future self: this is another turning point. There should be an end to doctor’s visits without going home with a solution that makes you feel the best way in the long term. I still have a lot of symptoms I don’t talk about 24/7. I don’t intend to die before having set up my company and also not without having met my B in this new context.  Without being able to identify myself, I really don’t like to…

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Wednesday, December 5, 2018

01:09 (AM)  Hii my Cuddle ♥ I have no idea what I’m doing anymore x_x. Ich brauch Engagement :(. And some money so that I can be independent :D.  Other than that, I just came “back online” to say good night.  Good night ♥ – xxx – ~•~ 12:49 (PM)  Good afternoon 🙂 How’s your day?  I’m back in bed after having eaten breakfast – for me, it was breakfast, for him, maybe not – made by my house mate. Tea, seasoned tomatoes and mini baguettes with salmon, of which some were topped with mustard and some were topped with…

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Tuesday, December 4, 2018

00:41 (12:41 AM)  *Greetings again¿* So today I will go to the Dutch embassy… *flashback to something I wrote earlier about authorities + my conscious x_x…*  I don’t have any form of identification with me. I think I left my bag on the bench in the locker room… That’s how I lost all of the cards I had with me x_x.  I consciously write this very personal information down on my website. In the end, people spit in “for and against” debates about the content. That is always with online things people keep an eye on.  Keep an eye on…

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Monday, December 3, 2018

00:14 My Cuddle ♥ I now have 15% of battery life left, until the end of time, since I’m now bankcardless and thus I can’t buy a new phone charger.  I hope you’ve had a great weekend. I hope I’ll have a great weekend one day.  Here are some pictures I made yesterday but didn’t publish: I’m still going to write some mails to investment companies, I guess. I really prefer to get an individual to sign with me,  instead of an organization, though…  I’ll be getting fucked up as fuck with my Cuddle, who – so cute – is…

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Sunday, December 2, 2018

03:40 Ciao ♥ Today, now that I’m certain no one was fully up-to-date and approving of the proposed format of Project Nosce Te Ipsum/”the application process”, since I haven’t received any e-mails and/or responses to any works [my reality, which I hope will change… I feel alone in my ideas], I have – when it comes to maintaining my well-being – three options: Approach investors who seek for opportunities online [e.g. in the city I’m currently in (Berlin)] Find a job here “Find a publishing alternative [a fellow propagandist… They’re hard to find…]” [It’s not easy, but it’s my only…

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Saturday, December 1, 2018

16:01 I think I should get ready for switching to pen and paper only!  D.O.C.I.S. includes the steps that need to be taken to constitute a communal D.O.C.I.S. International.  Examples of corporate assignments are: Architecture and Real Estate During Project Nosce Te Ipsum, D.O.C.I.S. International seeks investors for supporting corporate change. One of the main aspects of this project is developing a corporate society. I have some plans for the construction of a sustainable corporate village…. Or a sustainable corporate metropolitan… It depends on how many people will send me an e-mail. The deadline is December 24, 2018. After that,…

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Saturday, December 1, 2018

00:34 I can’t stand when I write something and then, due to an error, I lose it x_x.  How do I incentivize you to engage in something? I’ve been to get you to approach me in real life… For a very long time… Waaaay too long :D.   Hi, my name is Lil Fangs, and I’m saying “Fuck this shit,” about simplifying my content. I like my content pure. Yes, it’s a lot to read, but my use of language is not that hard. Know that no one can force me to say sorry to anyone. No one should do that…

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Saturday, December 1, 2018

00:13 “Hey, ken jij de wrok van Lil Fangs?” “Nee man, hoezo dan?” Because I’m going crazy :D. Is my writer’s perspective that hard to understand? 🙁 You know that in the situation I’m in, you really can’t be expecting me to be dancing around in some video. We’ve been at for this so long, right!? 

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Friday, November 30, 2018

01:29 The time has come to propose my final attempt to the public. To constitute a board of an international holding that puts into practice plans for a new society.  The most important part is that after the campaign, I receive a lot of e-mail engagement. Currently, I have only one person who, just now, accepted my verbal offer for becoming “Head Architecture and Design”. I need to make a general contract for becoming part of The D.O.C.I.S. Community. That is what I’ll do tomorrow.  Good night – xxx – 10:36 Good morning ♥ How was your night? I’m still…

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Thursday, November 29, 2018

01:46 I don’t know what to say… I just didn’t expect the sudden motive to free myself from palpitations and extreme blood thirst yesterday.  Excuse my non-Docisness… I wish I could find the shortness of words to break down all of “what the company does” down at once. But I’m very tired :[. I actually really need to visit doctor Cuddle. I don’t know how to achieve that, though, since I don’t have that much to spend and I really want to stop involving “my parents” in my financial life. I want to financially depend on Cuddles :D. [Only to…

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Wednesday, November 28, 2018

00:20 Er zit een witte pukkel op mijn rechterbil. I always get that when I scratch myself, because I’m allergic to formaldehyde… And some cats, by the way… Do you mind if I skip the book and continue with the recruitment? Today, I‘ll make D.O.C.I.S. International a single page with the explanation of Project Nosce Te Ipsum and include a sign-up form. Then I wrap up the story, because if you’d start to catch up after November 30th, you might be swamped for a while, I just realized. I’ve never written this much in my life. I have been guessing…

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Tuesday, November 27, 2018

00:37 I can’t stand when I edit an online document and the connection drops and then it doesn’t save the recently added text x_x.  Tomorrow, I have nothing to do but writing. That’s nice :D.  The performance night was nice! It gave me a lot of things to think about and it brought back a lot of memories.  I smoked some weed, cleaned the tea boiler and made myself tea, analyzed my statistics like I do daily – just like a lot of reasoning in silence – and as usual, I feel the need to write everything down that is…

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Monday, November 26, 2018

01:06 My Cuddle ♥ It is four days until the release of the free ebook D.O.C.I.S.. I have shown images of company logos for free on my website, in case you want to press charges and/or need information on this.  The Facebook ad might have directed me to you… These topics are consciously picked, though… [[though]=Doch, in German :D. I included a mini language course in German in my diary post] If you have just discovered this, I mentioned in earlier online diary episodes, I keep a diary while I am trying to find an investor. The “recruitment” [I am…

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Sunday, November 25, 2018

13:42 Good afternoon!♥ How’s your weekend? What’s your opinion on the existence of the weekend? On the island D.O.C.I.S. International intends to start, the rhythm of functions of days is not that fixed. Your days off are adapted to what your body needs. In my current life, it isn’t fixed either. I work every day…? Usually people get paid to work, haha….. I’m promoting my locally hosted ebook on social media… What the fuck happened to our society that that now currently social media sets the standard for the public…  Now, I’m playing along, but know that after the release…

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Saturday, November 24, 2018

00:15 My Cuddle ♥ How’s your night? You should know that I haven’t earned anything yet from my sole proprietorship. I hope that giving out my works for free will induce people to earn a title through graduating from the [hopefully to be obtained after the release…] Fangyist School, and, if investors are found, [The first Person I asked to be my investor was mister *my last name*. My father. Right. He declined my proposal. This was around. He also refused to pay for me doing web maintenance for him.)> Since then, April 2017, I’ve been scared to ask for…

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Friday, November 23, 2018

13:50 Meow…  I just managed to get myself out of bed.  How’s your day?   I hope it’s great as far as life can be great in this fucking sheepy and unnecessarily violent world.  My hands are shaking out of hunger, but there’s no food I’m in the mood for.  Did you know I’m anti supermarket? It drains all of the quality out of food.  What to make, of which I haven’t made a variation yet? 90% of things are past due. In my household, I would do grocery shopping based on what I’ll eat and not throw shit in the…

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