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#Fangyism: The Hypothesis [COPYABLE TEXT]

PLEASE, PARTICIPATE IN PROJECT NOSCE TE IPSUM! That is done by reading it. Please don’t let me spoil YOUR SCIENCE-FICTION ADVENTURE, by talking about it!!! Just scroll through it, and see that the text explains itself. Please enjoy! ♥ The Hypothesis Nosce Te Ipsum I Book I Creation Episode 5 [Finale] The Hypothesis By Lil Fangs The Hypothesis Nosce Te Ipsum I Book I, Episode 5 Copyright © 2019 by Fangs (Lil). All rights reserved. Owning a copy of this book is only possible by buying or downloading it yourself, or by receiving it as a gift. It may not…

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BLTrippy

For this BLT sandwich, instead of using the regular regular cheese and regular lettuce, I’ll be using “veldsla” lamb’s lettuce and goat cheese. (Because that’s what’s already in the fridge and I don’t feel like going to the grocery store 🙂 .) The featured image is made by Suzy Hazelwood

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A Semi-Simple Three Course Meal Improv

By following this recipe, you’ll end up with soup, a main dish and a dessert, you could feed your family with, for more than one day. I always season and measure my ingredients intuitively. It’s great for developing your own taste. You should do the same 🙂 . For the soup, you’ll need: Asparagus Parsnip Vegetable stock block Dairy butter Flour Parsley Cooking cream For the main dish [mashed potatoes, breaded shrimp and vegetables], you’ll need: Potatoes Spinach Red coal with apples Shrimps Dairy butter Cinnamon Ketjap Five spices Cayenne pepper Cooking cream Breadcrumb One or two eggs Flour For…

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What Not to Include in a Motivation Letter

Everything I do is very controversial. Choosing this header image of an old picture on which I do not smile, for example, could easily be misunderstood. This time, that is by means of “showing what not to do”. It is even more because I am so tired of all of those “rules” we need to follow to not be judged negatively (online). Line spacing, what to not show on the background of a picture, simplifications, consistent grammar formats…. I’m breaking a lot of those rules, because I’m tired of them. There are so many of those them, that there is…

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A trauma

Who would you listen to? A group of people who express their care about someone, by, with a large budget, starting a campaign about how they miss someone and how that person “is now a lost cause”, because she has smoked quite a few joints, then became a lot less socially active person and decided to never come home again, or “the lost cause”, who has a very alternative view on the world and is, with a very low budget, trying to change the world, currently by legally bending the law, from her bedroom at her parents’ house? Apparently the…

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Blog, Drafts, Ex Animo

Level 4

Often, I lie down and, through reasoning, I try to get an overview of everything that’s going on inside of me. Mentally and physically.  In the ocean of sounds, the big crowds of people and the grandiose ways all kinds of public technology guide and simplify life, I’m not able to find the same inner focus anymore. Since “the situation”, I feel the constant need to make sure that my behavior is normal enough to not be judged for it, when I’m around other people.  In public, my thoughts are constantly focused on not making mistakes. “Two minutes until the metro…

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Opposing views and speaking my mind

We engage ourselves in social interactions. All human beings have a unique perception of reality. If I were to describe the core of the contents of verbal communication, I would definitely include that the partakers in conversations, make statements about their personal experience of life. Some descriptions of this perception, can lead to discussions.  To solely study, or to convince?  I think that there is a lesson in most forms of communication. [Is dit populisme???????] [Meow.] … … Towards an example of a conversation leading to: “I avoid giving my opinion, when my view is the opposite of a stated…

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Fangs interviewing Fangs

[This is written in this way, because I like to invoke your imagination.] Hi, my Cuddle. I have invited you over here today, to give you an opportunity to answer some questions, as a way to introduce yourself. I know your story is very, ve-ry long. I know that with the impression you have made, you have left many people with questions on their minds. Hopefully, in this way, your true nature will be emphasized – as a correction of the false rumors, which have damaged your reputation so much – and people will not be stuck with questions anymore. …

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A dinner sketch

I can’t sleep… I have been “distancing myself from” meat as part of my diet for about three years now [with some unfrequent exceptions…]. Yesterday, however, while gazing over the menu card, I found (medium-rare) steak the most tasty option. I will for sure be able to distance myself from white meat forever. But red meat, daarentegen… Meowww… I’m basically dreaming about the taste of some more steak (but then self-made¿) while awake, right now… I’m so hungry, but there’s no room service or nightshop close to the area I’m in right now… [And where to buy sappige midnight steak…

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Fresh noodles for lunch

Fresh noodles (for 4 people haha) (7), courgette (5), plantain (2), eggs (3 fry them in the same pan), tomatoes (5), cumin (4)(6), cinnamon (6), santen (4), laos (6), soy sauce (replacing salt, for me)(8), half an union (1).  The numbers indicate the order I’ve added the ingredients in.  I actually wanted to use five spices, but there wasn’t any. This is another food improv. Some mild sambal of your preference will go very nice with this.  Don’t use the sack of spice/sauce that comes with your noodles (if that’s the case). 

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Fangs’s Dictionary

I like language (as well as many other things). I’ve made up a language, of which I would find it cool if other people would speak it, too. It would become the native language of my country, if I had one. Cuddle is “the official dialect” spoken by Planet Fang citizens. It stays a dialect until there are enough words to make it a language of its own. You could use the words together with your native language (or another language). Let’s speak Cuddle? :] Cishe Plural: Cishes “Mag ik een Cishe?” (= “May I have a Cishe?”) [Noun] A…

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The Future of Mass Enlightenment

The minds of many people in modernized societies are occupied with life in a professional environment, information disseminated by mass media and social media as an extension of their personal life. Within this type of reality of an individual, new concepts are introduced every day. New (sustainable) products, new online networks, new world news, et cetera. These concepts are only new in the sense that they are the latest variation of a conception that already exists. This makes me wonder: will we, in twenty years’ time, still be talking about that “new” type of smartphone, while the conception “smartphone” already…

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Toast with eggs without a toaster

I don’t have a toaster here, but I felt like eating toast with fried eggs. I ended up taking out the center piece of the bread like this: Crumbing the part I had taken out, in the mixture of eggs, tomatoes, sardines and mediterranean spices. I put the pieces of bread into a frying pan with some butter, baking it very lightly before adding the egg mixture into the center part. By frying it a little before you add the mixture, the bread stays crisp, which makes it feel like you’re eating toast, even though you’re not using a toaster….

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What I made for that visit

Pasta with paksoi and paprika. I didn’t have any other vegetables… But it’s about the combination of spices that turned out soo well: kerrie, white wine, (extra) cinnamon, creme fraîche and a stock block.

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Pasta: higher budget

When I spent two days with basically no food, I thought of what I would make if I would have an infinite budget and an infinite set of ingredients to choose from. I was still thinking of making something that is prepared quickly, so I thought of this: Pasta with grilled salmon and white asperges, with butter sauce with thyme and lime. (I’ve made a lot of pasta lately. That’s because, before that, I was eating a lot of rice. I have a library of rice dishes, like I have a library of pasta dishes.) When I’m out there, I’ll…

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Pasta: fast & low budget (vegetarian)

This was by far the fastest dish I’ve ever made. I used: Pasta Grated cheese (a lot) An union Tomatoes (a lot, I used 5, but this is not “for one day”) “Sea salt with Mediterranean herbs” (the mixture I’m using also has a hint of red pepper in it) Unsalted butter If you’re on a budget, like I was, when I came up with and cooked this, this is a very tasty and financially strategic dish. For $16 I bought everything new, at the Publix supermarket (I also bought chewing gum). (This is a relatively expensive supermarket. You could…

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Pasta (vegan): “The Last Meal” (saffron & basil + veggies)

When I cook, I always try to discover new tastes. I’ve never tried the combination of basil and saffron before. “The Last Meal” I’ve prepared for my family. Today. Last meal ever. We’ve eaten so much takeout food and many (unhealthy) restaurant dinners, I’m starting to receive complaints on my weight gain again. Once I’m done with all publishing aspects of episode 1, which is tonight, I’ll have time to work out again.  I’m using half a pumpkin (3), two egg plants (aubergines) (3), an union (1), tomatoes (2), garlic (2), basil (3), oregano (3), saffron (3), a stock cube…

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Thursday April 26, 2018

12:17 (PM) Good afternoon 😀 I had breakfast in the morning, around 09:30. Then I wanted to take a nap, but I couldn’t fall asleep. I’m kind of stressed out because of Surinam… I decided that I should buy a MIDI keyboard with a drum kit, so that I can practice making beats. And buy a handbag, for “travelling ease”. I’ll also need a bottle of water (because as a tourist, I’m not supposed to drink water from the tap, they always say). So, my next “impulse strategy for freedom” is making beats. Just like the episode was “an impulse…

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Wednesday April 25, 2018

07:39 (AM) Good morniing! How was your night? 10:03 (AM) The train is riding… I feel so much weight getting taken off my shoulders right now… I’m in this private booth in the train ahahahaha. I kind of feel like “a boss” sitting in this train comfortably, knowing that accross the border, there are different rules. Finally no more people talking to me as if I’m insane… Okay, they will be calling me, but will I be picking up… Ah fleh, why do I keep thinking of these people x_x. I kind of want to take a nap… But I…

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Rice: red coal, asparagus and white fish

Rode kool, asperges, tongfilet (?)[any type of white fish], white wine, cinnamon, cumin, koriander, sugar, rice, kruidnagelen, santen (“kokosblok”), unions, garlic, salt/bouillonblokje Botersaus met witte wijn en kaneel Rijst met boter, zout en kruidnagelen Gebakken tongfilet Asperges en rode kool (eerst de asperges bakken, later de rode kool toevoegen) 1) cut (and de-freeze… But fresh ingredients taste better) everything

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Noodles: pre-dinner/”extremely late lunch”

3 eggs, an union, baby paksoi, ketjap marinade, fresh noodles (“soft noodles”), ster anijs, cajun spice, “jonnie boer”(, maggi blokje, garlic) Add the marinade after adding the noodles, if you want “a more intense taste”. After adding the paksoi, leave the whatever you want to call it on a low heat and boil the fresh noodles for 2 miniutes.

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Wordt vrijheid van meningsuiting te letterlijk geïnterpreteerd?

“Je stinkt uit je bek, ik heb je nooit gemogen en je moeder is een slet. Ik mag toch gewoon zeggen wat ik vind?” Men heeft niet altijd het recht gehad om te zeggen wat hij/zij vindt. Voor vrijheid van meningsuiting mocht men niet eens zijn of haar eigen geloof bepalen. Nu is dat bijna ondenkbaar. Vrijheid van meningsuiting wordt gezien als iets goeds, maar is vrijheid van meningsuiting nog steeds goed als dit anderen kwetst? Vooral wanneer dit [I’ll be writing about this sooo much…]

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Suicidal Weakness

Kendrick Lamar – Mortal Man Do you think about death? I notice there are huge contrasts in opinions about suicide. Some people consider it an act of cowardice. “Not being able to deal with reality so taking the easy way out.” Other people regard to it as an act emboldened by the divine or chauvinism (e.g. suicide bombers). And then there’s the group of people who are drained by the drudgery of their human existence to such an extent that they don’t see the purpose of it anymore. I used to be part of this group. (There are probably more…

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Friday April 20, 2018

11:57 (AM) Good morning, my Cuddle About an hour ago, I was able to get out of bed. I always wake up around 8 in the morning, but I don’t want to talk, if there are other people in the house, so I tend to hide underneath the sheets. I do talk to The Head Cuddle, though. I always say good morning to B. Then my skull moves, but I can’t hear him as clear as in the beginning anymore. This is going to be over very soon, though. Since I’m allowed to go to Paris next Wednesday. Finally I’ll…

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Draft: [Nosce Te Ipsum I MUST READ!!!:] The Escape Plan

This “article” has had many versions. Getting to freedom isn’t easy. I guess risking a lot of bad publicity again, is the only way. May 22nd is all I have to say. I’m keeping this a draft. Insiders know: So, wandering around is not a problem to me, but could I get some cuddles, some good food and a ____(5) massage? [My book club + witnesses + NTI government members (partially)] #1 Leland Wayne (S) #2 Jacques Webster (P) #3 Quavious Marshall (S) #4 Benoît Crutzen (P) #5 Kendrick Duckworth (P) #6 Solaná Rowe (P) #7 DeAnthony Carlos (S) #8…

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Zendusa

“That looks cool. Is that Medusa?” “No… But thanks.” I didn’t want to make anything “Medusa related”, I just wanted to show a beautiful body, with “big hair”, sitting in a meditative position, resembling calmth. I shaped the body out of one piece of clay, I first made cylinder shaped. The hair was attached later, just like the layer of black glass paint. I made this in the hospital as well. “Zendusa on dusty piano.” (It sounds like a saloon piano.)

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