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Monday, December 10, 2018

00:28 (12:28 PM)  My Cuddle ♥ I’m on the last train of many transfers since I missed that one transfer, because of the delay of the first train.  It worries me that even though I have some publicity, I’ve still unwantedly been a girlfriend experience, in a relationship that is/was…

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Monday, December 10, 2018

13:00 (01:00 PM)  Good afternoon ♥ I’m happy to be a part of the loving family I’m staying right now.  I had uploaded such a long Monday, December 10, 2018 post already, but somehow I keep losing data. It’s probably some bot that keeps messing with what I upload. Ah, grrrr….

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Friday, December 7, 2018

19:53 (07:53 PM)  “Viewer discretion is advised”¿ I’m doing something right now, I’m scared of doing. I don’t know why I’m not allowed to share this? The thing with the weed…  At a very crucial moment in my temporary career as diary poster, someone tweaked the file on my phone….

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Thursday, December 6, 2018

01:13 (AM)  Okayy today I’m reallyyy going to the doctor’s. I hope I’ll have enough energy and confidence this time.  Note to future self: this is another turning point. There should be an end to doctor’s visits without going home with a solution that makes you feel the best way…

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Tuesday, December 4, 2018

00:41 (12:41 AM)  *Greetings again¿* So today I will go to the Dutch embassy… *flashback to something I wrote earlier about authorities + my conscious x_x…*  I don’t have any form of identification with me. I think I left my bag on the bench in the locker room… That’s how…

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Sunday, December 2, 2018

03:40 Ciao ♥ Today, now that I’m certain no one was fully up-to-date and approving of the proposed format of Project Nosce Te Ipsum/”the application process”, since I haven’t received any e-mails and/or responses to any works [my reality, which I hope will change… I feel alone in my ideas],…

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Saturday, December 1, 2018

16:01 I think I should get ready for switching to pen and paper only!  D.O.C.I.S. includes the steps that need to be taken to constitute a communal D.O.C.I.S. International.  Examples of corporate assignments are: Architecture and Real Estate During Project Nosce Te Ipsum, D.O.C.I.S. International seeks investors for supporting corporate…

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Friday, November 30, 2018

01:29 The time has come to propose my final attempt to the public. To constitute a board of an international holding that puts into practice plans for a new society.  The most important part is that after the campaign, I receive a lot of e-mail engagement. Currently, I have only…

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Thursday, November 29, 2018

01:46 I don’t know what to say… I just didn’t expect the sudden motive to free myself from palpitations and extreme blood thirst yesterday.  Excuse my non-Docisness… I wish I could find the shortness of words to break down all of “what the company does” down at once. But I’m…

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Sunday, November 25, 2018

13:42 Good afternoon!♥ How’s your weekend? What’s your opinion on the existence of the weekend? On the island D.O.C.I.S. International intends to start, the rhythm of functions of days is not that fixed. Your days off are adapted to what your body needs. In my current life, it isn’t fixed…

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Saturday, November 24, 2018

00:15 My Cuddle ♥ How’s your night? You should know that I haven’t earned anything yet from my sole proprietorship. I hope that giving out my works for free will induce people to earn a title through graduating from the [hopefully to be obtained after the release…] Fangyist School, and,…

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Friday, November 23, 2018

13:50 Meow…  I just managed to get myself out of bed.  How’s your day?   I hope it’s great as far as life can be great in this fucking sheepy and unnecessarily violent world.  My hands are shaking out of hunger, but there’s no food I’m in the mood for.  Did…

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Thursday, November 22, 2018

16:49 My Cuddle ♥ Would you know that I’m the same person? While I was braiding, I worked on D.O.C.I.S. (the book): I recorded a video of me talking about the book and organizational changes, as well as a very short tutorial of how I do my hair. I took…

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Wednesday, November 21, 2018

01:26 My Cuddle ♥ How’s your night?  Mine is chill  As in that the night is calm. There’s a lot less noise from cars, trucks and police and ambulance sirenes.  I just combined two types of tea because we have so much tea to choose from and I “currently” have…

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Tuesday, November 20, 2018

15:40 Good afternoon, my Sweetniss ♥ Sweetniss means sweetheart in Cuddle :].  I hope you’re having a good day. I really appreciate that you’re stopping by here. You’re now reading my 270th post :). The amount of content on this blog has been growing increasingly fast. There are so many…

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Monday, November 19, 2018

03:06 I feel like I should talk about my grandfather, but living only with the memory of him, Rudi Harold Hanenberg, makes me miss him so much, talking about him makes me so sad 😿😿… He has been such an important person in my life, that I still can’t believe…

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Sunday, November 18, 2018

02:53  Hiii I’m not tired at all 😀 If there’s one thing I enjoy…  Are you watching, too???  It would be nicer without a commentator? The Dutch commentator is such a hater towards the players.  I like to focus on gameplay and non-verbal communication during the game itself. What I…

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Friday, November 16, 2018

17:11  Hiii meowww♥ I feel so un-cuddle that I’m still in bed. There’s nothing to cook with, in the house, that I haven’t made yesterday already. (Yesterday I made fried noodles with a fried egg with potatoes in it and ate that for breakfast and lunch. It has been takeout…

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Thursday, November 15, 2018

14:27 Good afternoon ♥ I’ve been indoctrinated with fear, for no reason. I don’t like games of divide and conquer, and other nonsense for a monopoly on my attention. My first exchange of words with my father(¿), was casual asf. The way I prefer it.  [The topics of a diary…

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Wednesday, November 14, 2018

00:31 Here are some pictures I made before 12 am, but I hadn’t posted them yet: 02:25 Good night ♥ 09:45 Good morning! ♥ How was your night?  Mine was far too short… I could barely get myself out of bed – as usual, but this time also because the…

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Tuesday, November 13, 2018

02:01 Meow… I’m pondering about where to stay, when I get back to the Netherlands. I just want to be with my Graeynissis as soon as possible…  My life shouldn’t go back to the routine it was, before I went to Germany. (It’s why I don’t want to go home.)…

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Monday, November 12, 2018

17:07 My Cuddle ♥ How’s your Monday? Mine is bed petty…  18:17  So, tomorrow I’ll start my journey back to the Netherlands… It feels kind of weird to just go back, after having made those statements about flooding. Part of me says that I should stick to my words and…

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Sunday, November 11, 2018

16:09 Meow 😻😻  How’s your day? I hope it’s littttt I just came back from my Cuddle and before that the spa and fitness center of the hotel I’ve stayed in before. It was awesome :D. Meoww I feel bad for saying un-cuddle things about Cuddles 😿😿. It has to…

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Saturday, November 10, 2018

10:50 Morniing ♥ What are your plans for the weekend?  Mine are ????????  I woke up to a lot of texts from my mother. Now my worries are tying my stomach in knots.  Maybe I do need to go back to the Netherlands. To save my Dutch Graeys… There must…

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