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Wednesday, September 12, 2018

13:40 (01:40 PM)  My Cuddle 😀 <3 How are you today?  I handed in my first test out of three, right before I left the house. The deadline is 01:00 AM on September 13, so I found that I had the right to give myself “a day off” and write and go shopping :]. Haha “shopping”… I need a non-programmable calculator for my mathematics test. The non-programmable one I have now (but I used my programmable calculator instead of the university’s computer program for certain calculations), doesn’t show fractions the way I prefer to see them. So I’ll be buying…

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Monday, September 10, 2018

12:36 (PM)  My Cuddle <3 How was your morning?  I just ate some “saffron cream” fish with couscous as my first meal of the day. Before that I’ve been laying (cuddling, laking….) in bed all the time, thinking about strategy and assembling Graeynissis.  You should really make that wild career switch and join my start-up :D. In your current field, you’re now in the position to select and prepare the right people to take over your position one day. The issue is that most people who have the capacity to do this, care about quantity more than quality. You could…

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Sunday, September 9, 2018

06:24 (AM)  My Cuddle!  <3 Let’s do something fast? I can’t sleep because I keep imagining how things could go down x_x. Talk to me :[. (By that I mean please reason along. I’m trying to find a new way for us to live.)  It’s interesting how the government is keeping people stuck in this country (with so much ease). They indirectly, through (social) media (PR), say their country is number one and other countries “aren’t doing very well” in terms of their safety. (SO A LOT OF DUTCH PEOPLE ALREADY STAY INSIDE AND CLOSE THEIR DOORS AND WINDOWS. THEY…

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Saturday, September 8, 2018

10:38 (AM)  GOOD MORNING 😀 <3 HOW WAS YOUR NIGHT?  HOW WAS YOUR BREAKFAST?  I’D LIKE TO TURN TWO QUESTIONS I ASKED YOU YESTERDAY INTO POLLS.  THE FIRST ONE IS….  *GOES DOWN ON ONE KNEE AND GRABS YOUR HAND* WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE MY INVESTOR?  INVESTING IS POSSIBLE IN MA-NY WAYS. By buying my book, by becoming a council member (and stockholder), by becoming a stockholder or by donating / giving away things (sponsoring).  APART FROM THIS BUSINESS THERE’S NOT REALLY ANYTHING FOR ME TO DO OR SEE IN LIFE. I DO NOT EXPECT THESE DIKES TO LAST LONGER…

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Friday, September 7, 2018

11:19 (AM)  Good morning, My Cuddle What would you like to be the first thing for us to do when we get together?  For me, it would be talking in a cuddling position. In Cuddle culture, it is normal to do this amically, whether it is in an informal setting or not. It is so nice to feel the warm embrace of someone who is a true friend. “You can feel the mutual amical love through his or her embrace.” (I’m talking as if I’m used to experiencing that hahahahahah.) We have so much to talk about!!! (So let’s get…

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Thursday, September 6, 2018

11:53 (AM) Good morning!  <3 How’s your day this far? [yop_poll id=”2″] Today, I’ll be working on my websites and Episode 1. (This is “a one woman show” I case you didn’t know this yet :D. I want this to change…)  14:08 (02:08 PM)  I just decided to go to the supermarket. (I don’t like being in public that much (when I’m not with a (true) Graeyniss).) It’s raining like crazy, so I’m going by car. (Even if it wouldn’t be raining loooool.)  I made these pics a while back btw: 14:48 (02:48 PM)  Right now, I’m eating some left…

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Wednesday, September 5, 2018

10:58 (AM) Good morning <3 How’s your morning? The sounds of thunder and rain leave me curled up in my bed. Fall and Winter are (the) Cuddle seasons at this distance of the equator. The constant cold and (semi-)sudden rain, hail or snow allow you to layer up however you want to. These seasons look so Cuddle on you! (Just like the other seasons :].) I prefer snow. Especially if temperatures don’t go below zero slightly before or right afterwards (so it’s less slippery). It falls on your skin relatively softly. If you would have to choose between rain, hail…

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Tuesday, September 4, 2018

13:32 (01:32AM CEST +0 UTC?)  Good afternoon, My Meow How’s your day?  I want to insert polls in my diary posts (then it becomes more of “our diary”), but I work so much slower on my laptop… (And it’s more interactive, which would be a more fun read, I think.)  Sometimes after work, and lately after waking up, I read what is trending on my “blog”. The mood I was in when I started to write on this blog, is so very different from the mood I am in now. 19:04 (07:04 PM)  I’m eating a meal prepared with ingredients…

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Monday, September 3, 2018

22:29 (10:29 PM)  Hi Cuddle :] The intermezzo continues 00:06 (AM)  Want a spoiler?  Here it comes: All my writing should be effective at all times. I’m going to write my future other drafts down here as well. (I have a mini library of notebooks and documents as well.) At the end of this month, I want to have two (online)  campaigning days, right after my final exams (otherwise I won’t have time to monitor it). Nosce Te Ipsum episode 1 and 2 will be “republished” as episode 0 and 1, which are some of the things promoted during this…

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Sunday, September 2, 2018

14:30 (02:30 PM)  Hey Sexy,  Happy Sexy Sunday *smooth facial expression*.  Ahahaha I’m acting random. But you’re so Cuddle :D. This makes me make random statements I think I should have kept to myself afterwards. Haha I always get the feeling that I’m not in control of my own body anymore and feel quite high when I’m around someone I find attractive. This person can be talking to me, and I might just be thinking “You look so Cuddle”, while it feels like everything (around me) is going in slow motion, while I’m not responding like I normally would, because…

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Saturday, September 1, 2018

09:46 (AM)  Gooood morning! <3 Let’s be cosy Bedcuddles this weekend? This because we need to save up energy, for going hammer during the Project Nosce Te Ipsum preparation weeks, starting this Monday.  18:35 (06:35 PM)  I’ll be being this Bedcuddle part-time, though. I’ve worked 8 am – 4:30 pm today and I’m doing the same thing tomorrow. Will you Bedcuddle for me?  <3  Tomorrow I’ll be “running the floor” solo. All other people from my department have had their last day either today or a day before that. I’m the last one of the “substitute transportation Summer department”. Haha…

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Friday, August 31, 2018

15:36 (03:36 PM)  My sweetheart <3 How are you today?  I have so many more questions for you! I’m saving them for when I get the chance to assemble my Council of hand-picked influentials. By “influentials” I don’t mean these young people you can pay to influence crowds through the huge network of followers they have. I mean these Cuddle Graeynissis who have so much knowledge on how the system works, [but they don’t talk about it that often, because, unfortunately, the masses don’t think about it that much and they might not yet have a strategy for making the…

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Thursday, August 30, 2018

23:27 (11:27 PM)  My Cuddle! <3 I hope that, exactly a month from now, my pressure group will start to grow. This group should consist of people with a lot of knowledge, who are specialized in different fields. From doing business to doing research to making music. Project Nosce Te Ipsum allows you to show yourself as a brand, from a different perspective. We will be combining (self-)research and entertainment. It is my intention to internationally brand the process of all pressure group members, while they write their Nosce Te Ipsum thesis, which will give them the official title of…

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Wednesday, August 29, 2018

01: 27 (AM)  Hi, my Cuddle How was your (Tues)day? You might have noticed I’m postponing covering important topics that relate to my plans for us and describe what I have done and seen in much detail. I want to talk more about what lifts me up, instead of what has brought me down.  The detailed descriptions of what has brought me down [I’m writing this down now, once and for all, so that my past is made clear (to my readers), and I won’t have to explain it again, because now you have reference material ;], to understand why…

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Sunday, August 26, 2018

21:38 (09:38 PM)  Hey Cuddle <3 *Insert poll* Apparently, my being without 66% of “ugh” in the house starts tonight :]. It would be amazing to nudge this special Graeyniss (or these special Graeynissis?) about this and just run off and start a new business adventure together. Including a lot of cuddling :D.  I have been talking about how I want to continue my studies, because my degree would be my back-up plan. This study is, however, such a huge distraction from what I really want to do. Since my parents don’t want to pay for it anyway, and I…

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Thursday, August 23, 2018

06:19 (AM)  Good morning <3 How was your night?  — I’m going to hit the shower xxx 07:15 (AM)  I’m at the gas station now. Just filled up this fucking big tank + got breakfast…  09:52 (AM)  Another angry client because she had been waiting for a substitute vehicle for more than 24 hours. She was in a quite secluded area in Hungary. I managed to arrange a car delivery from Budapest. I called her to tell her the delivery will take place around the end of the afternoon. She told me it has to take place sooner, because she…

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Wednesday, August 22, 2018

15:01 (03:01 PM)  I’m eating some left over noodles now. After this, I’ll cycle to the Polak building (or the other one? I find that building prettier. It was closed last time, though) and try to finish as much as possible from the statistics assignment, until I meet a Cuddle in the city center. He bought me a pregnancy test… Because of my work hours and fatigue, I haven’t had time to do this. (Also, I just don’t want to know…… (Unless it’s good news hahahaha. Good news = keeping my freedom lol. It sounds fucking freaky, having an abortion……

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Tuesday, August 21, 2018

03:44 (AM)  I can’t sleep, my meow :[. I realized the satin thread my future is hanging on is even thinner than I thought before… Save me :'[. 07:03 (AM)  It was a tough decision, but I just called in sick. Now I lose my right to the €100 “performance bonus”… I must say me feeling fucked up, while never before having called in sick or in any other way miss out on a shift, doesn’t say ANYTHING about my overall performance. It’s tough because from September onwards I might be without an income, if I lose my right to…

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Monday, August 20, 2018

11:43 (AM)  When I, yesterday, said that today was going to be the same, I was still hoping that I at least could get out of bed on time.  How was your night?  I’m going to try to get up to search for clothes to wear and hit the shower –xxx– 17:57 (05:57 PM)  Yet another client who threatened to involve the media and sue the company (and me somehow). He said: “Maak je borst maar nat.” Literally translated, that is: “Wet your chest.” It means: “Get ready to battle.” This time because this flѐh didn’t get the car he…

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Sunday, August 19, 2018

14:21 (02:21 PM)  Hey Cuddle,  How are youu?  “Haha” yesterday I mentioned getting up early to work on my statistics assignment… I asked my Google Assistant to set an alarm for 9 in the morning. When it went off, I realized I was too tired to work on it still. I kept hitting snooze and, the first two hours, trying to take a little nap in between alarms, with the actual intention to get up after it went off, but I just couldn’t… Then I was trying to lake in between alarms (haha for the first time I decided to…

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Saturday, August 18, 2018

10:51 (AM)  Good morning,  my Cudlle How was your night?  16:01 (04:01 PM)  My shift is almost oveeer yeeeheeeessssss.  I need to work on the statistics assignment afterwards… But I want to chill :[. I thought of purchasing a Nintendo Switch, but that will leave a lot less for me to invest in my business. My business, which includes you as my Cuddle Graeyniss, is my life. Other than that there’s nothing here for me. I will never feel contempt with a routine that leaves 2 days of “freedom” for me, that, until the end of time, will either be…

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Friday, August 17, 2018

02:58 (AM) CEST Alarm 10:30 Leave 12:00 Finish Mathematics assignment Fix dinner??  It’s Saint Fangs’s Day on August 23 (that is not my birthday). I’m going to finish the story about how the outside mirror of my mother’s car wasn’t broken after waking up (I HOPE :D).  12:48 (PM)  Good afternoon :] Haha every time I go to the university library in the afternoon, I want to stay until closing time, but at some point I need to rush home, because I’m too hungry and am not a fan of ordering takeout. Now I have half a baguette with a…

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Thursday, August 16, 2018

17:09 (05:09 PM)  Hey Cuddle :] You must have thought of yourself with superpowers at least once. What were you doing then, as my hero? — The fluctuation of my grades doesn’t mean I suck. It means “I have only 15 mins to hand it in, so I’m not going to finish it.” (And then scoring all points on the few questions I have answered.) All TMAs and iCMAs make up 20% of my final grade. I can still get this “8 on average”… These are my mathematics grades. My statistics grades…. Are worse….  I’m going to start working on…

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Wednesday, August 15, 2018

14:53 (02:53 PM) My dear fellow Cuddles, It is time for clarity. 20:03 (08:03 PM) I want to devote my life to changing our life for the better. By “our”, I literally mean us Cuddles (a.k.a. all of my readers). When I was younger, I wanted to make this change for literally everyone on the planet, but now that I’m a little older, I have learnt that, even though this alternate reality will have many benefits, very conservative people will only see what could possibly go wrong and then not go for it, even though their arguments are based on…

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Tuesday, August 14, 2018

01:00 (AM) HI CUDDLE 😀 MAJOR DIBS ON being part of the ISSN Network in the Netherlands…  01:20 (AM)  https://uia.org/yearbook First I signed up here. Just now, I did this.  I haven’t written about spontaneously going out in Utrecht on Saturday night yet.  And how I have my first Cuddle who proposed to co-write on this blog :D. 

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Thursday,  August 9, 2018

14:02 (02:02 PM) Good afternoon :] After snoozing my alarm every 10 minutes from 10:15 until 12:25, I managed to be at work on time at 13:30. Now I have to *animal sound* here until 22:00. Until now I have had only one task. The task only shows “call client,  check note 61”. Note 61 shows that some car parts can’t be delivered to Switzerland and the car now needs to be transported to the Netherlands,  so he needs a bigger rental car for international use, with a different pick up and drop-off location. The client didn’t pick up when…

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Wednesday, August 8, 2018

I wrote something on the 7th, but it was so short and incomplete, I’ve deleted it. This is what I wrote on the 8th. The language used in this post might be considered offensive. 16:06 (04:06 PM) Hey cuddle 😀 How are you today? I’m happy today is my day off. Now I have time to think of my/our way out of this un-cuddleniss again. 00:39 (12:39 AM) [To me, a new day starts after I have woken up. It’s actually Thursday right now, but it doesn’t feel like a new day yet.] In between jogging, working on my mathematics…

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Monday, August 6, 2018

11:29 (AM) Good morning  ! <3 How’s your morning? I’m still in bed. I work from 13:30 until 22:00 today. (01:30 PM – 10:00 PM.) In this country – and maybe elsewhere, too, but in a lot of the countries I visit, I’m not often among locals, so I wouldn’t know it (with certainty) – some people will judge you very easily for doing something that doesn’t fit into the over-used, over-appreciated chiselled version of yourself you “have to be”. Talking negatively about people who should be close to me, would be something a person like that could judge me…

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Saturday, Augustus 4, 2018

21:37 (09:37 PM) I’m sitting at the dinner table now. There was something I wanted to tell you earlier. It’s about the path I’m on and how our paths should intertwine.  *Insert distraction* So I had to be at work at 10 am. I want to tell you so much, but I can’t really focus right now. I think I’m gonna play the piano until my food is digested and go for a run. Then pass out to the power of two.  “To import another couch from Italy, or to invest in my daughter’s sole proprietorship?” Our paths should intertwine….

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Back At It: Thursday, July 19, 2018

16:27 (04:27 PM) Hey youuu I have missed you so much!! After my “mission” in the US, and me showing a very emotional side of myself on this blog, I told myself to not share my thoughts on this blog again. For the sake of attracting a larger audience and accomplishing my life goals (creating a new world, etc…). My thoughts are very “untraditional”… And I REALLY dislike defending myself against someone who solely intends to push their opinion, while not trying to even understand mine. I was afraid someone would verbally attack me for the way I express myself…

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The Future of Mass Enlightenment

The minds of many people in modernized societies are occupied with life in a professional environment, information disseminated by mass media and social media as an extension of their personal life. Within this type of reality of an individual, new concepts are introduced every day. New (sustainable) products, new online networks, new world news, et cetera. These concepts are only new in the sense that they are the latest variation of a conception that already exists. This makes me wonder: will we, in twenty years’ time, still be talking about that “new” type of smartphone, while the conception “smartphone” already…

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