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12:55 (AM) Good afternoon ♥ How’s your day? I’m sick again 🙁 . When my throat hurt, when I was at doctor Cuddle’s, I said that it was not the type of throat ache where swallowing hurts, because then it…
Continue reading01:57 (AM) Meoww I’ve edited the front page, the D.O.C.I.S. International website and my motivation letter a bit. Staring into screens for such a long time, makes me feel a bit “grrrrr”, because I want to move around, but won’t…
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13:58 (01:58 PM) Good afternoon ♥ I couldn’t sleep last night, from the excitement (and light stress about the possibility of being rejected) for studying to obtain a bachelor (and hopefully being able to do this “the apprentice way”, receiving…
Continue reading00:52 (12:52 AM) Meoww my heart rate, the warmth, slight hunger and my thoughts, are keeping me awake. I’m going to eat a Berliner bun, we also bought at the supermarket before driving here. I’m so curious about what today…
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15:04 (03:04 PM) Good afternoonzz ♥ How are you today? I’m tired easily and chest achy, the way I usually am. I made this for “breaklunch”: I just left the pharmacy, close to where I stay in Amsterdam. I was…
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13:56 (01:56 PM) Good afternoon ♥ I hope this will be my last day in this powerless situation. Hopefully my mother hearing the news straight from the doctor instead of from me, will make her fucking realize that what I…
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12:38 (PM) Good afternoon 🙂 ♥ My body feels less weak than yesterday, but weaker than the day before that. I don’t feel strong enough to go for a walk, later, but I’m going so crazy from being indoors all…
Continue reading10:13 (AM) Good morning ♥♥ I still feel sick. With the motion headache, the internal pains and my fatigue. My breathing and heart rate become worse every day. Also, I noticed that I’ve destroyed my eyes with all of this…
Continue reading02:11 (AM) Meow excuse my delay. I’m tired and that makes me slow 🙁 . I think it’s the most healthy to wait with what I wanted to share with you – it’s a lot of thoughts – until I’ve…
Continue reading02:52 (AM) I went straight to bed after twisting my hair (took me about 30 minutes… I rushed it and that is visible 🙁 . It’s not neat…). But a growling stomach leads to: I think my body is getting…
Continue reading02:32 (AM) Dinner was nice. I ate around 22:30 and later had a veryyy long conversation. It was nice. It led me to the conclusion of continuing to be sick here, instead of in “my father’s home”. Because there are…
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00:18 (12:18 AM) Yesterday’s mission was completed 🙂 . I wrecked my brain doing it, but at least I won’t pressure myself to make a beat myself any time soon now that I uploaded one. Check it out 😀 ….
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13:33 (01:33 PM) Good afternoon, my love ♥ How’s my Sweetniss [ = person who is sweet, in Cuddle ] doing today? I hope all is Cuddle 🙂 . For me, things are unfortunately less Cuddle. I have a fever…
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00:25 (12:25 PM) My growling stomach indicated that it’s time for my pre bed meal, so… I’m drinking jasmine tea with this… Meow . Where I was before this? After coming back “home” from the party, where I was very…
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Dinsdag, 1 januari 2019 Het was een heel gewaagd eerste artikel, gister. Ik wil echt niet eerst moeite doen om gewaardeerd te worden in Nederland. Wanneer het aan komt op entertainment (en dan nog niet eens te beginnen over politiek…
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00:00 (12:00 AM) My love ♥ Just a minute ago, the time indicator on your phone said “2018”, the way it did all year, and now, it says “2019”!!! And that for another year!!! Apparently that is a reason to…
Continue readingIets wat ik nog nooit heb gedaan, is een post helemaal in het Nederlands schrijven. Wat betreft grammaticaregels [ik kan het beter “alleen maar uitzonderingen” noemen] is het sowieso een verschrikkelijke taal, dus wijk ik algauw liever uit naar een…
Continue reading01:52 (AM) I’m back in Amsterdamm My sister’s birthday was nice. I had some good non-microwave-level conversations 🙂 . But I’m still cuddleless 🙁 . When people asked me where I’m going, when I left my own home, about an…
Continue reading15:22 (03:22 PM) Good afternoon 🙂 Today we celebrate my sister’s 17th birthday ♥. I’ve chosen her name. I was sick at home and my parents were somewhere else. A reality TV show about a hospital was on, where they…
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01:41 (AM) Heeyy♥ I’m almost done with the fundraiser pages. I’m now finishing Fangs’s Volta. Only when I’m fully done with everything I need to take care of, I will go to sleep. That is the text of the last…
Continue reading03:33 (AM) ♥♥♥ The proposal page and the 2019’s reform article are done. The Fangs’s Fundraisers page is made, but I’ll finish that tomorrow. I’m going to get ready for bed. I hope you’ll be tuning in to the making…
Continue reading00:22 (12:22 AM) My love ♥ We’ve almost gotten ourselves through the holidays. I hope you’re enjoying the experience, but have not become so attached to it that you’d be one of those who insist that the annual routine of…
Continue reading01:57 (AM) There’s some text in the previous post, which was updated after 12. I would love to talk to you some more, but I can barely keep my eyes open. Plus, I’ll have to do some grocery shopping tomorrow,…
Continue reading00:43 (AM) Ohh something important that just came to mind, I still need to mention: My parallel coup [in the sense that I don’t believe in the democratic system and thus I don’t intend to waste my time with trying…
Continue reading00:10 (AM) From the way I don’t show my emotions on my face, I know I’m perfect for politics. The way I express myself in real life and here are so different. This is not real life. This is LilFangs.com…
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[I wrote this unfinished piece of post yesterday around 7 PM, but then something happened, and because of that, I still will not finish it. I’ll explain it to you 🙂 . Between the three dotted lines is the unfinished…
Continue reading01:11 (AM) What’s good, my meow ♥ I’m loving the look of the renewed D.O.C.I.S. International website. Too bad I probably won’t be able to finish it before going to sleep. My mother will be here tomorrow at one o’clock, so…
Continue reading03:47 (AM) Haha my e-mail was sent at 03:45 (AM). It has 5169 words and is 8 pages, if you would copy-paste the text to a word document, excluding the PDF attachment file (my curriculum vitae). They [info websites on…
Continue reading00:43 (12:43 PM) Meow 😻 ♥ Haha change of plans Pascale bought me two six-packs of them ♥ . I prefer to not have to leave my bed, when I’m tired and hungry at the same time. I don’t know…
Continue reading03:57 (AM) My Cuddle ♥ Haha I still intend to go back to sleep… I was hoping that spontaneous “going to bed before 12” [ended up eating some more and reading some of my own articles, after which I sent…
Continue reading00:19 (12:19 PM) I’ve added some more text to 180 Days of Fangs. Haha woww in between September 21 and today, I’ve gone to Germany three times… And now suddenly I’ve been staying in Amsterdam, since the last time I…
Continue reading02:57 (AM) Ah meoow why doesn’t my funny video in yesterday’s article show on my mobile browser 🙁 . I’ve worked some on 180 Days of Fangs. Reflecting on this year makes me want to fucking die. If celebrating Christmas,…
Continue reading02:25 (AM) I loved the birthday party! I hope the birthday girl had a great time, too 🙂 Ahh meow why am I always a cooperative person when someone tries to get into my pants…. As if I’m the wingman…
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