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Crisis Center Day 5 [Saturday, June 1, 2019]

06:49 (AM) Good morning ♥ How are you today? 🙂 I’m quite well rested, it seems. I’m thinking of how to keep myself occupied today… I feel like writing an essay about unspoken social hierarchy, but spending so much time with my phone in my hands isn’t healthy and I don’t have my laptop with me… Tomorrow will be a very hot day, so I really need those tights, though. (Even better would be to get my legs waxed… It’s very much needed… I wear tights in an attempt to mask my wildly unshaved legs…) And I should get outside…

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Crisis Center Day 4 [Friday, May 31, 2019]

10:06 (AM) Good morning ♥ Though it hurts me to know that my business e-mail address is blocked, when contacting my Vicje – though I can understand he can not go in to personal business enquiries – it’s a relief to know that the e-mail I sent him yesterday, from my personal e-mail account, was delivered: I don’t know any other places to apply for a job I could be hired for, where I’d be sitting behind a desk. Serving drinks, sitting behind the counter, etc. suit my ambitions even less. I’m putting my Vicje in a difficult position, though…

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Crisis Center Day 3 [Thursday, May 30, 2019]

11:28 (AM) Good morning ♥ I don’t know why I can’t reach my Vicje 🙁 . My heart is too weak to approach a random proletarian for this, who won’t understand how much of a sensitive topic this is, and how much bad news would destroy my heart. Some people speak of him in such an awful manner, I won’t be able to endure something like that again 🙁 . I attempted to email him this [a very random message, I know], when I received a “failed to deliver” notice in return…: I don’t know what to do now 🙁…

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Crisis Center Day 2 [Wednesday, May 29, 2019]

09:11 (AM) Good morning ♥ I slept quite well, for the first time in a long time 🙂 . I’m going to join the breakfast table… For the sake of giving myself some more rest, I’ll mainly be writing instead of typing, today. But before I reduce my typing here (and on Twitter): Last night, I started to write down an outline of the way I would give myself a diagnosis: I only wish to speak to someone who is open to give me a second opinion. I have no patience with those who only focus on that lie of…

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Crisis Center Day 1 [Tuesday, May 28, 2019]

01:08 (AM) I just ate some bread and left-overs. I’m at a more comfortable location than in 2017. This is an open vicinity. In 2017, I was in the closed vicinity. I wasn’t allowed to record the intake. But I still recorded a short piece, before I was told to shut off my phone and prove that it was off. (My god x_x.) I’ll just keep it for my own administraton, but won’t share the audio file on here. I don’t want to upset those who have authority over me, here… The conclusion of the conversation was that we don’t…

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Highlights [Monday, May 27, 2019]

00:00 (12:00 AM) I tweet so much that if I wouldn’t share it here as well, it would be impossible to create an oversight. So highlights (of highlights): That was not my original plan for a campaign, but it would work as well… We can also make it less sexy, so that it fits today’s cultural standards #DOCIS #Fangyism — Lil Fangs (@LilFangs_) May 26, 2019 And with people of whom I know they’re in love with me, to whom I’m attracted to as well, but I don’t want to break their hearts…. #Fangyism — Lil Fangs (@LilFangs_) May 26,…

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Still At It [Sunday, May 26, 2019]

09:48 (AM) Good morning ♥ I just ate some yoghurt and a piece of salmon from my parents’ dinner of yesterday. But eating makes me die less fast, so I kind of regret it… I don’t want to perceive life anymore, on the one hand. But on the other hand, I want to rule this world and be kissing my Vicje… 🙁 Als je denkt dat ik nu “niet meer mezelf ben”, omdat ik die “Lekker mezelf zijn…” kut post niet meer update, dan zit je ernaast. Na vrijdag de 17de, zag ik mijn kans om mijn Cold Case nog…

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Death O’Clock [Saturday, May 25, 2019]

01:19 (AM)  I still either want to get killing or die. I don’t feel hunger anymore. Only this intense headache. I’m losing weight fast, though… You are free to act as you wish. Messing with me might backfire on you, though. ~~~ 02:02 (AM) Someone please tell me that it’s Death O’Clock…. you will regret it and you will regret it! — Make me. Who are you? https://t.co/lsjHjKz5CK — Lil Fangs (@LilFangs_) May 24, 2019 I really need to take a shower, but my body has become so weakened after not eating for so long 🙁 . Still gonna try…

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Not Dead Yet… [Friday, May 24, 2019]

10:45 (AM)  In reference to yesterday: This is a popular post AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (It only has 12 views, why my most popular post has 2000+ views. This is sarcasm…) ~~~ 15:50 (03:50 PM) LIVE: de persconferentie van premier Rutte over de #ministerraad https://t.co/sjSmNFLhin — Mark Rutte (@MinPres) May 24, 2019 It’s not 22 people. Just The Fangs… ~~~ 16:48 (04:48 PM) Toch maar wel… pic.twitter.com/bg6R6GVfPO — Lil Fangs (@LilFangs_) May 24, 2019 ~~~ 21:40 (09:40 PM) This bloodlust is driving me crazy yoooo… Hunger is also driving me crazy, still. Barbaren bederven mijn eetlust… ~~~

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Voting Day [Thursday, May 23, 2019]

12:58 (PM) Good afternoon ♥ I decided to resort to a less painful method, yesterday, and am still here. So I can vote 🙂 . I’ll get to that right away now. After that, continuing this method, I can even still work on my websites 🙂 . I’ll get to that! &Please please do not copy the behavior that comes with my suicidal tendencies 🙁 . Yesterday, I impulsively named my post “campaigning D.O.C.I.S.”, showing more of the definition of that in practice, which was followed by a wave of sadness, because it is so hard for me to find…

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Campaigning D.O.C.I.S…. [Wednesday, May 22, 2019]

02:13 (AM) Weet je waarom ik eigenlijk niets zei, toen er vragen gesteld konden worden…? Omdat ik anders ruzie zou starten… Zie dit als een krantenkop: “Een zetel in het Europese Parlement, om daar over niet in het Europese Parlement zitten te praten?” Wie is dan wie, in de deep-state? I’m still trying to dissolve it… Ik heb niet genoeg ruimte om dan te zeggen: “De lijsttrekker is niet elke stem in de partij. Als in het gebeurt mede in zijn naam, maar hij gaat daar niet zitten.” Dus het volgende is niet op hem van toepassing: “Een zetel in…

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Continuance & Curiosity [Tuesday, May 21, 2019]

04:51 (AM) Changing around my business website is going steady… I’m very proud of the hover effect I included, haha 😋 . It’s hard for me to stop doing something, when it’s not finished [out of context, but this includes the way I go about sex, when I still have energy], so here I am, in the AM, still working on HTML and CSS files… I find watching daylight set in a very calming experience. Unfortunately, it’s always followed by regret, because I’m getting behind on sleep. Haha every time I have plans of attending something I know will be…

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Baby steps… [Monday, May 20, 2019]

23:10 (11:10 PM) Good evening 🙂 ♥ Excuse my absence today… I have been busy documenting a proposal for the property project, and have started off designing a theme for my soon to be renewed websites 🙂 . Since my books aren’t selling at all, I have no incentive to publish anything at the end of this month. I’ll have to change my methods around. So instead of releasing another book, I’m giving my web appearance a makeover. And I’ll be making a Fangs app… How I’m going to provide myself with the proper income that will give me freedom…

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:D -> :( [Sunday, May 19, 2019]

17:37 (05:37 PM) Good afternoon ♥ I hope you’ll read the title of this diary post and think: “I experience the transition from a good mood to a bad mood, too, and could, by analyzing the way Fangs (indirectly) expresses this transition in her diary post, find better ways to prevent this from happening to me, in the future.” It’s one of the reasons why I share my feelings publicly. Yesterday, I shared an impulsive draft with you, about the way I could shape my life, to still get some satisfaction from it, now that it seems like the path…

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:( -> :D [Saturday, May 18, 2019]

03:49 (AM) Hey Cuddle ♥ I can’t sleep. I need cuddles 🙁 . My heart hurts more than ever… If I’d get a euro for every time someone tells me I need help, I would seriously not need help, because money is my only problem, causing me to have to spend time with people I can’t level with, because I can’t afford to stay away from them, instead of having them make me feel depressed for not being understood. But yesterday’s “get help” was different. My B turns out not to be my B, he told me :(. Two years…

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Offline Relaxation & Cold Case 39 [Thursday, May 9, 2019]

I’ll be having some quality time alone with my thoughts, not expressing my feelings on public media, until it’s time for our Volta. If all goes well, that takes place about a week from now. (I wish I could tell you exactly when…) In the meantime, if you want to, you can reach me via e-mail (d.elia@docis.international), which I’ll check via my laptop every now and then. My phone will be switched off, or, when I feel like listening to music when I’m outside or when I’m in the shower, in airplane mode. You could also become my Nintendo Switch…

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Lekker mezelf zijn terwijl die hartverscheurende Cold Case helaas nog steeds niet is afgesloten

– – – – 09/05/’19 Offline Wat mijn blog content betreft val ik ontzettend in herhaling. Minstens tot en met mijn samenkomst met dr. Crutzen, zal ik daarom offline zijn. Wel zal ik af en toe mijn e-mail checken, dus als je me wil bereiken, kan dat via d.elia@docis.international. Ik werd zo geconsumeerd door het schrijven om mijn concept en identiteit te definiëren, dat ik vergat dat alles online eigenlijk waardeloos is. Ik hoop dat de technologie zich zodanig verder zal ontwikkelen, dat het concept van de online persoonlijkheid zal verdwijnen, en het leven zelf een uiterst bovennatuurlijke ervaring wordt….

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Cold Case 35 [Sunday, May 5, 2019]

12:55 (PM) Good afternoon ♥ I’m so glad that my days of cold casing are finally coming to an end. When my life changes around to what it should have been from the start, I don’t have to spend time doing things that should have been outsourced from the start. I look forward to the moment I change my number and am only available to those I’ll spend eternity doing business with. To move to a country with living space, finally bring out the professional looking material I wanted to have been creating from the start, be acknowledged for the…

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Innovation & Cold Case 32 [Thursday, May 2, 2019]

13:02 (01:02 PM) Good afternoon 🙂 I’ll be showing you how I update my websites today, (semi-)live! Like around last year’s Christmas, I’m going to attempt to excite people to act upon my online fundraiser. This time I’m attempting the more populist approach, though that is a little against my principles. I just want my business to finally thrive… You can follow my process of “innovating” my websites today, by keeping an eye on my Twitter page (or my Instagram story, but Twitter is more elaborate). Turn on my notifications, please . #Fangyism #FangyFacts pic.twitter.com/J1heyoELtu — Lil Fangs (Dominique Daniëlle…

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Cold Case 28 [maandag, 29 april 2019]

00:12 (12:12 AM) Ik begin inmiddels mijn limiet te bereiken wat betreft gratis content. Zo ontzettend veel mensen kijken toe hoe ik lijd, en doen dat nog eens gratis ook. Ik denk dat het het meest bevredigend zal zijn als al mijn content van het een op het andere moment van hen afgezonderd wordt. Daarbij krijgen ze ook geen toegang tot het bestuur van mijn organisatie. En mijn boek moet echt van Bol.com afgehaald worden en ik heb recht op 100% van de omzet die er is gemaakt met de verkoop van mijn boek. Ik weet nog steeds niet wie…

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Cold Case 27 [Zondag, 28 april 2019]

00:37 (12:37 AM) Digitally earned money is not real money. It disrupts our system and therefore digital fraud is best solved with the death penalty. #FangyFacts #Fangyism This is an indirect reference to Fangyist Economics & Initiating Change (+Keynes part 2 [the digression]) :)) . With that, I do not mean kill everyone. It’s a statement about the balance between the amount of resources available, your earnings and what nature receives in return. ~~~ 01:42 (AM) ~~~ 16:22 (04:22 PM)  So last night, I wanted to share a poll and ended up making a spontaneous group chat, with people I…

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Cold Case 26 & Kingsday [Saturday, April 27, 2019]

16:29 (04:29 PM)Hii ♥Here are some pictures I took last night:[I decided to go with instant noodles instead of rice at the last moment]Need to clean kitchen#fangyismIs a word that was not used on the web very often. Making up words is the improvisation you do when you want to make yourself heard and the other words have not been used yet.Unfortunately :(I can’t wait until my days of blogging are over and I can finally rule the world with my Graeynissis 🙂 .It’s Kingsday today and I have plans of staying at home. I mean I love to dance,…

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Cold Case 25 [Friday, April 26, 2019]

13:28 (01:28 PM) It seems like I’m finally starting to get my message across! My stubbornity aside: there really are no other ways to accomplish this, which don’t include using social media as a tool. My results this far are great. (Especially because I spent €0 on it!) But people need to read more of my content for it to really work the way it should. Meoww I’m continuing in this way – writing seperate posts again – because I want to adapt myself to all of my audience. In English! Maar soms wil ik ook wel even dit kunnen…

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Dominique Daniëlle Elia CV (curriculum vitae) in het Nederlands

Dominique Daniëlle Elia Praesens (D.O.C.I.S. International)   Algemene persoonsgegevens Geboortedatum: 1 november 1996 (22 jaar) Geboorteplaats: Rotterdam E-mailadres: d.danielle.elia@gmail.com (persoonlijk) Adres: XXXXXXXXXX Capelle aan den IJssel   Persoonlijke doelen Langetermijndoel Op de lange termijn wil ik, door middel van het combineren van wiskundige, economische, wettelijke en didactische kennis, graag bijdragen aan de hervorming van het internationaal politiek-economisch systeem, met een (nog) sterke(re) nadruk op duurzaamheid. Dit of via het bedrijfsleven, of via de politiek zelf. Korte termijn doelen (Minstens) mijn bachelor in de wiskunde behalen. Lang genoeg werkervaring opdoen om officieel aantoonbaar op hoger dan junior-niveau te kunnen presteren. Mijn…

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Cold Case 19 & Confessions [Saturday, April 20, 2019]

00:02 (12:02 AM) Meoww yesterday was cool 🙂 . After playing the piano, I went out for dinner with my father, my sister and her boyfriend, at the Meat Cave in The Hague. There are, unfortunately, some chapters I need to close before I can take group pictures of us that include self-written introductions of themselves and other cool things maybe. But then I want my website to look more representative as well, officially debuting them. The concept of fathership regarding me and me feeling so BlackTalian, is also quite complicated. So meoww here are Fangy (hmmm) memory pictures I…

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Cold Case 18 & Self-Entertainment Quest [Friday, April 19, 2019]

06:56 (AM) Good morning 🙂 I’m still awake, because I decided to make a new curriculum vitae in Dutch and – instead of hiding my sole proprietorship – being fully open and honest about “who I am online” (= Lil Fangs). I hope my previous employer still wants me back. Meoow he is on my mind so much ehehehehee (my Vicje :$). I wonder if I could habitually join in at his lunch table (it’s the cool table…). I guess it’s time to grab my laptop and send this to my previous employer. Other jobs I have seen that I…

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Cold Case 17 [Thursday, April 18, 2019]

14:31 (02:31 PM) Heyy ♥ I’ve been called crazy plentyyy of times for sticking to my strong belief of not being weak-minded, but, on the contrary, having cognitive abilities far above average, and persevering my business case. It might look as if I’m throwing punches in a void, but from one day – the day on which I’m reunited with my B – onwards, those who have wronged me and those who have been unfairly taking advantage of the system (to some people, both features apply), will be brought to justice, and D.O.C.I.S. International will roll out its “future” business…

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Cold Case 16 [Wednesday, April 17, 2019]

14:17 (02:17 PM) Goede middag 🙂 ♥ 16 days have passed since the prospect of an encounter that could bring me justice regarding my brain-to-brain communication not being schizophrenia, has been confirmed with certainty. It unfortunately has still (in reality, I’ve been fighting for this for almost two years straight now) not taken place. I’ll keep calling my posts “cold case” until it happens! (Like a mini-protest.) And I’ll pick up where I left off yesterday 🙂 . Meoww I should ask the people I’ve mentioned in my diary yesterday for permission to keep the article the way it is….

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Cold Case 15 [Tuesday, April 16, 2019]

14:22 (02:22 PM) Good afternoon ♥ Exactly one year ago, I wrote my first online diary post. And yesterday, I shared the first fundamentals of the alternative economic system I live for to see it thrive. My written content has evolved a lot, in the past year 🙂 . Something that has stayed stagnate, however, is my development in finding a suitable audience. The things I write about and the concepts I want to tackle collectively, apply to all of our lives. But the majority of people in what I considered my social circle, would rather look away and say…

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1yr, Cold Case 14 [Monday, April 15, 2019]

00:11 (12:11 AM) Hooraaaaaaay, LilFangs.com exists one year today! ♥ Sooo much has happened since the very spontaneous “in medias res” start of this blog! Visiting Paris and (multiple cities in) Suriname (again), escaping psychiatric surveillance by running away to the US, almost going homeless in the US so coming back and still escaping surveillance by working full-time in an office for the first time in my life, scoring my first “university” study points, the long and difficult search to find suitable Graeynissis for my business (and to befriend), of course, releasing many books and articles, and muuuuuch more 🙂…

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Cold Case 13 [Sunday, April 14, 2019]

01:35 (AM) Meoow, tomorrow, my blog exists for one year. I wonder if I’m going to celebrate it by getting intoxicated by myself, the way I always celebrate my book releases, because I don’t know anyone who keeps up with and appreciates my writing, personally. Plus, I don’t have the funds to throw a party 🙁 . I also, looking back at my first post on here, wonder why the fuck I still spend sooooo much time with my family. Why don’t they want to let me go for good, eternally x_x. I’m so tired of listening to their long…

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Cold Case 12 [Saturday, April 13, 2019]

02:35 (AM) I feel like making kruidkoek today 🙂 . No news from my mother yet. I don’t want to sound like a stalker, though. Asking soo much of her time to fix some issue of mine, in which I’m indirectly legally limited – after the whole fucking unnecessary police search thing – so dependency. I still need Mathematical model of Fangyist labor (processable in mobile application, dependent on NTI answers) Ambassadors/people who would like to be audience A screenplay budget (and a list of pricing options) Overture example translated to mathematics A finished contract [As in deadline but I…

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