18:29 (06:29 PM)  Good evening ♥ Damn, I was so worried last night. It really made me think… Some times in life, you have to choose between people. Who to keep and who to let go and stuff…  I always write so much about my life, and how it relates to all the shit the world is in. I’m talking So if you don’t mind, I’m staying in Amsterdam “until the end of time”.  If I stay earning at minimum level, but find an investor, I’ll move to Wassenaar and see the wave coming? I wonder why there are so…

08:51 (AM)  Good morning ♥ I have decided that this will be my last diary post ever. It’s just a side-thing, which has become such a habit that it seems like it has become the only thing I do. Everything else goes unnoticed.  I have so many reasons to stop posting diary posts and post something else frequently. Maybe once a day, instead of multiple times a day. Or once a week…  After sleeping – since I literally spent all night working on Volta’s Plan B in Practice – I’ll share my reasons with you. For now, I’ll be catching…

04:40 (AM)  Sometimes I tell myself that I should only update my online diary on “normal times”, to make it seem like I’m “normal”. Who am I kidding… I fear negative judgment, with everything I do. (Because I’m used to it.) It’s better to just be myself and let people think that they can judge me, by looking at some small and easy to grasp details, never setting their minds to see what the point of all of this is, and why I’m doing all of this.  It’s because I’m thinking veryyy far ahead, and for us to live happily…

02:35 (AM)  From now on, every time I update my blog, you’ll be able to see it mentioned on the Twitter page I just made. That will make it a lot easier for a Cuddle to see what’s new. I’m not using an e-mail newsletter, because I update my blog so frequently that that would be overkill.  Today, I’ll work on My Volta’s Plan B [which I want to send to e-book stores et cetera for free and give it an ISBN and stuff], adjust my CV [I need some “being an employee” type of goals in it, to sync it…

04:54 (AM)  Meooow ♥ The slider is done and I started on that very important article, I’ve been pondering about, ever since I got that e-mail… The sting has worn off enough for me to write about it, I guess. At least I’ve finished the introduction of the post… Haha but what took the most of my time, is that slider!! The text alignment on mobile phones was a drama to fix x_x.  If all goes fast enough, with the development of this website, I’ll be starting with applying for jobs today. But considering that it’s now past 5 AM…

03:17 (AM)  I’ve fixed the reCAPTCHA error, so you can register for this website now, if you’re not a robot 🙂 . And I’ve added some topics to the forum. Of course, they’re quite Fangy… I couldn’t think of anything else to discuss. Feel free to add any other topic yourself 🙂 ♥  I find my conversation starters on the forum quite funny. Aside from the feeling of severe loneliness that currently comes along with it, haha :D.  I hope I won’t need social media marketing to get more members…  Here are my left over tasks for the completion of…

16:31 (04:31 PM)  Meoww I’m about to start cooking. I received my login credentials for the Royal Library online deposit section earlier today 🙂 . I hope they’ll accept what I send them, haha….  ~~~ 20:46 (08:46 PM)  Hmmm I think I should start a forum on my blog… The most fun would be to have some games on it… Anything to make this website more enjoyable! It would be a lot more fun if I weren’t alone on this business journey (which is something that isn’t/shouldn’t be a lonely journey) to begin with. Again, I end up at the…

13:47 (01:47 PM)  Good afternoon ♥ Three days left until I need to submit Volta to the stores, so that it will be available in time.  The types of works I publish now, are published within the limitations of my personal situation. When I’m not a publicist and publisher on a budget anymore, living under a lot less uncertainty, my writing will be a lot less influenced by attempts to adapt my words to what I think my reader would like. When I’m freed from this uncertainty – please let me know what you think, when you read it –…

00:34 (12:34 PM)  Meow… 🙁  I really need to find a way to earn.  I can’t go on like this. But I prefer death over committing myself to a simple and routinous job for minimum wage….  I became what I can’t stand. Over the past few weeks – besides submitting my admission – I’ve blocked out my entire reality and watched all episodes from Rick and Morty. There are not many TV shows I can watch or even hear, without my annoyance from its superficiality increasing my heart rate. But I can relate to Rick’s attitude towards Earth so well…

16:35 (04:35 PM)  Good afternoon ♥ I’m walking home from buying groceries for dinner. I’ll start cooking right away: yellow rice and some grilled veggies.  Haha meoow the awkward part about hyping a day for a shift that would make me happy, is that I depend on people I have not spent much time with. (That’s extra exciting 😀  ) But meoow it’s never guaranteed. On the contrary…  I’m cookinggg  Time to eatt xxx ~~~