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There’s a crucial difference between writing general self reflection and writing an online diary post, to me. It’s the concept of time. In an online diary post, I reflect the emotions I feel – still not in the peaceful state I want them to be in – to the way…
Continue reading09:49 (AM) Good morning 💕 I really appreciate you reading my diary! I have never talked about this with you (yet), but the idea that I air out the contents of my mind, and that you then keep coming back to read it, fills my heart with so much joy! …
Continue readingUntil my name is cleared… This is a long story……. Should I keep it short? My actual poet’s alias/composers name/writer’s alias is Δοκις, or “Docis”. As long as my name isn’t cleared and I can’t deliver the exact work I want to deliver, I don’t want to publish anything under…
Continue readingWhat do your supporters mean to you? My supporters are my happiness. It is so comforting to know that there are so many more people out there, who are like me. I wouldn’t know what to do, without them… What are you working on next? The second episode of the…
Continue readingI came across some things I’ve written in the past: As you can see, “writing things out” is not new to me at all! When I was very young, I was already writing books. Unfortunately, the computers I’ve written them on are formatted and trashed, and the notebooks I used…
Continue readingIf there weren’t a (globally¿) spread rumor about me, I would have been approached and believed positively different, by others. Starting this project would have been much easier, without this bias. Even people who I don’t know, (think they) “know” me, as that person who “has had mental issues”, because…
Continue readingShould the government have the right to force medication – such as antipsychotics or libido inhibitors – upon you? [I think not… What if you’re really not a case for that medicine, but they just really don’t listen to you and don’t allow you to defend yourself… (Speaking from experience,…
Continue readingMy Cuddle, Today, it’s the 22nd of September. As usual, I have given myself so much work that even talking to a friend/acquaintance who I’ve ran into, feels like an extreme waste of time, for every minute I spend working on project Nosce Te Ipsum, makes such a big difference…
Continue readingI can’t sleep… I have been “distancing myself from” meat as part of my diet for about three years now [with some unfrequent exceptions…]. Yesterday, however, while gazing over the menu card, I found (medium-rare) steak the most tasty option. I will for sure be able to distance myself from…
Continue reading02:13 (AM) My Cuddle! I have decided to delete parts of what I’ve previously written in this post. This diary has been used for me to vent, sometimes. As you might have noticed… It doesn’t leave room for the other anonymous party I was venting about to vent and it…
Continue readingAll I think about is you Even though we haven’t spent that much time together yet —– My dream: We meet up once And you then never leave me The Never Ending Cuddle Hangout With our fellow Cuddles —– There are not many people like us Starting a new life…
Continue reading“Paint a picture of what has been on your mind every day. With words. In the end, you’ll see how far you’ve come.” Where’s the Volta? Stuck in the same spot. Happy still hurts, when it’s for only one When it’s not shared When it’s misunderstood When it’s not even…
Continue reading“Zzzz so many posts, still no clear essence” The essence is everything to me, when you love it When you don’t, I won’t succeed Success means creating true happiness for many Many reasons for me to also shift + delete the other new Nosce Te Ipsum The diary is to…
Continue readingAn expert in judgment must know how FUCKED UP it feels when people have a different source that portrays you as “the bad guy”, according to a milked script that is so deep-rooted in people’s minds, even though your intentions are good. They say: “Don’t try to talk to her,…
Continue readingMY CUDDLES LET’S UNITE LET’S GET THE FUUUUUUUCK OUT OF THIS COUNTRY AND MAKE OUR OWN :D. THIS IS THE MOMENT YOU HAVE BEEN WORKING FOR!!! YOU CAN’T GO TO WORK IF YOUR OFFICE BUILDING IS FLOODED!!!! WE’RE CUDDLE VISJES NOW 😀 <3 [Your recipe for survival. Even though they…
Continue readingOr should I say “resumé”? Curriculum-Vitae-4Download
Continue readingIs het gebruikelijk om in een hypotheek het meubilair mee te nemen? Is dat op de lange termijn en op grote achaal iets slechts?
Continue readingCuddle is “the official dialect” spoken by Planet Fang citizens. It stays a dialect until there are enough words to make it a language of its own. You could use the words together with your native language (or another language). Let’s speak Cuddle? :] Cishe Plural: Cishes “Mag ik een…
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The minds of many people in modernized societies are occupied with life in a professional environment, information disseminated by mass media and social media as an extension of their personal life. Within this type of reality of an individual, new concepts are introduced every day. New (sustainable) products, new online…
Continue reading20:18 (08:18 PM) Good evening <3 How was your day? There are two topics I’ll elaborate on today. One sad, one “happy”. It’s “happy” because of the paradox I’ll mention in between the topics. Yesterday I mentioned the turbulence in my life, but I didn’t elaborate on it. That’s the…
Continue readingFor more information about everything that’s going on over here, listen to Revenge of The Nerds in your favorite online music store. The link to my Youtube channel is at the right top menu on the home page. For the ebook, search “Nosce Te Ipsum I, Book I, Episode I”…
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19:58 (07:58 PM) I was starting to feel bad for leaving. But then I heard (in English, with an intentional “funny accent”), while this mf was poking in my belly (that already hurt): “You need to start working out. Damn. Go to the gym six days a week.” You need…
Continue readingWhen I was 16, the legal drinking age in the Netherlands was 16.
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“Ahahahaha”. “When you…, so you…” is still a trend, right? Do “we” also still “dab”?
Continue readingFeatured: It’s a man’s world & Black mirror season 3 ep 1 I, Dominique Daniëlle Elia, have nothing to hide. Ik, Dominique Daniëlle Elia, heb niets te verbergen. Reading and sharing my message would be highly appreciated. It’s time for change. Don’t you think so too? Dear world leader(s)…
Continue readingSo, when social media started (for me), I was on top of “all the hypes”. I was fourteen and had a twitter account. Reflecting on all kinds of things. From politics to giving people shoutouts, while totally not reading what my “friends” are posting, but focussing on finding funny “can…
Continue readingWhat is black culture? I can’t ask my teacher anymore… He had taught me so much. I didn’t even go to school yet, then. I could already write, though. Later, I gave my first presentation, at age 9, about the country my family is from: Surinam. My teacher had told…
Continue readingMy Cuddles, It’s time to “Shenron Mode” our courage. No one will understand our impulse. They think we need them. They need us. But still they treat us so loveless. I want to “take my friends on tour” as well. You all have your own planes, if not, you could…
Continue readingHi Mark, I was just thinking of you. I hope you (will) read this. A lot of people say “fuck Facebook” these days. That must be very emotionally heavy for you. It’s too bad they lack compassion. Because you’ve just created the social network to bring people together and nothing…
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I don’t think it’s pleasurable to have feces as a topic of a regular conversation. This might sound very random to you, but “in my family” even during dinner it just has to be mentioned. (Wait until I play the recordings of “The Easter Table” for you haahahahahahah.) Then there’s…
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