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02:44 (AM) I’m in bed now. After sleeping, I want to touch on what happens to me during small talk, the emotional pain from seeing my relatives, a dream so big that I fear to share it with my Graeynissis…
Continue reading02:11 (AM) Meow excuse my delay. I’m tired and that makes me slow 🙁 . I think it’s the most healthy to wait with what I wanted to share with you – it’s a lot of thoughts – until I’ve…
Continue readingIets wat ik nog nooit heb gedaan, is een post helemaal in het Nederlands schrijven. Wat betreft grammaticaregels [ik kan het beter “alleen maar uitzonderingen” noemen] is het sowieso een verschrikkelijke taal, dus wijk ik algauw liever uit naar een…
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Who would you listen to? A group of people who express their care about someone, by, with a large budget, starting a campaign about how they miss someone and how that person “is now a lost cause”, because she has…
Continue reading01:57 (AM) There’s some text in the previous post, which was updated after 12. I would love to talk to you some more, but I can barely keep my eyes open. Plus, I’ll have to do some grocery shopping tomorrow,…
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[I wrote this unfinished piece of post yesterday around 7 PM, but then something happened, and because of that, I still will not finish it. I’ll explain it to you 🙂 . Between the three dotted lines is the unfinished…
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There’s a crucial difference between writing general self reflection and writing an online diary post, to me. It’s in the concept of time. In an online diary post, I reflect the emotions I feel – still not in the peaceful…
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D.O.C.I.S. The abbreviation in the name of the international business I intend to start, called D.O.C.I.S. International, stands for: Determined Observant Colloquial Intelligent Stratagem D.O.C.I.S. Nosce Te Ipsum I, Book I, Episode 2 Copyright © 2018 by Lil Fangs….
Continue reading09:49 (AM) Good morning 💕 I really appreciate you reading my diary! I have never talked about this with you (yet), but the idea that I air out the contents of my mind, and that you then keep coming back…
Continue readingUntil my name is cleared… This is a long story……. Should I keep it short? My actual poet’s alias/composers name/writer’s alias is Δοκις, or “Docis”. As long as my name isn’t cleared and I can’t deliver the exact work I…
Continue readingWhat do your supporters mean to you? My supporters are my happiness. It is so comforting to know that there are so many more people out there, who are like me. I wouldn’t know what to do, without them… What…
Continue readingI came across some things I’ve written in the past: As you can see, “writing things out” is not new to me at all! When I was very young, I was already writing books. Unfortunately, the computers I’ve written them…
Continue readingIf there weren’t a (globally¿) spread rumor about me, I would have been approached and believed positively different, by others. Starting this project would have been much easier, without this bias. Even people who I don’t know, (think they) “know”…
Continue readingShould the government have the right to force medication – such as antipsychotics or libido inhibitors – upon you? [I think not… What if you’re really not a case for that medicine, but they just really don’t listen to you…
Continue readingMy Cuddle, Today, it’s the 22nd of September. As usual, I have given myself so much work that even talking to a friend/acquaintance who I’ve ran into, feels like an extreme waste of time, for every minute I spend working…
Continue readingI can’t sleep… I have been “distancing myself from” meat as part of my diet for about three years now [with some unfrequent exceptions…]. Yesterday, however, while gazing over the menu card, I found (medium-rare) steak the most tasty option….
Continue reading02:13 (AM) My Cuddle! I have decided to delete parts of what I’ve previously written in this post. This diary has been used for me to vent, sometimes. As you might have noticed… It doesn’t leave room for the other…
Continue readingAll I think about is you Even though we haven’t spent that much time together yet —– My dream: We meet up once And you then never leave me The Never Ending Cuddle Hangout With our fellow Cuddles —– There…
Continue reading“Paint a picture of what has been on your mind every day. With words. In the end, you’ll see how far you’ve come.” Where’s the Volta? Stuck in the same spot. Happy still hurts, when it’s for only one When…
Continue reading“Zzzz so many posts, still no clear essence” The essence is everything to me, when you love it When you don’t, I won’t succeed Success means creating true happiness for many Many reasons for me to also shift + delete…
Continue readingAn expert in judgment must know how FUCKED UP it feels when people have a different source that portrays you as “the bad guy”, according to a milked script that is so deep-rooted in people’s minds, even though your intentions…
Continue readingMY CUDDLES LET’S UNITE LET’S GET THE FUUUUUUUCK OUT OF THIS COUNTRY AND MAKE OUR OWN :D. THIS IS THE MOMENT YOU HAVE BEEN WORKING FOR!!! YOU CAN’T GO TO WORK IF YOUR OFFICE BUILDING IS FLOODED!!!! WE’RE CUDDLE VISJES…
Continue readingIs het gebruikelijk om in een hypotheek het meubilair mee te nemen? Is dat op de lange termijn en op grote achaal iets slechts?
Continue readingI like language (as well as many other things). I’ve made up a language, of which I would find it cool if other people would speak it, too. It would become the native language of my country, if I had…
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The minds of many people in modernized societies are occupied with life in a professional environment, information disseminated by mass media and social media as an extension of their personal life. Within this type of reality of an individual, new…
Continue reading20:18 (08:18 PM) Good evening <3 How was your day? There are two topics I’ll elaborate on today. One sad, one “happy”. It’s “happy” because of the paradox I’ll mention in between the topics. Yesterday I mentioned the turbulence in…
Continue readingFor more information about everything that’s going on over here, listen to Revenge of The Nerds in your favorite online music store. The link to my Youtube channel is at the right top menu on the home page. For the…
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19:58 (07:58 PM) I was starting to feel bad for leaving. But then I heard (in English, with an intentional “funny accent”), while this mf was poking in my belly (that already hurt): “You need to start working out. Damn….
Continue readingWhen I was 16, the legal drinking age in the Netherlands was 16.
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“Ahahahaha”. “When you…, so you…” is still a trend, right? Do “we” also still “dab”?
Continue readingFeatured: It’s a man’s world & Black mirror season 3 ep 1 I, Dominique Daniëlle Elia, have nothing to hide. Ik, Dominique Daniëlle Elia, heb niets te verbergen. Reading and sharing my message would be highly appreciated. It’s time for…
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