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Wednesday, October 17, 2018

09:49 (AM)  Good morning 💕 I really appreciate you reading my diary! I have never talked about this with you (yet), but the idea that I air out the contents of my mind, and that you then keep coming back to read it, fills my heart with so much joy! …

Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

“Lil Fangs” is a temporary name

Until my name is cleared…  This is a long story……. Should I keep it short?  My actual poet’s alias/composers name/writer’s alias is Δοκις, or “Docis”.  As long as my name isn’t cleared and I can’t deliver the exact work I want to deliver, I don’t want to publish anything under…

Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

My Interview with Smashwords

What do your supporters mean to you? My supporters are my happiness. It is so comforting to know that there are so many more people out there, who are like me. I wouldn’t know what to do, without them… What are you working on next? The second episode of the…

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Old Notes

I came across some things I’ve written in the past: As you can see, “writing things out” is not new to me at all! When I was very young, I was already writing books. Unfortunately, the computers I’ve written them on are formatted and trashed, and the notebooks I used…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts

Reputational Damage

If there weren’t a (globally¿) spread rumor about me, I would have been approached and believed positively different, by others. Starting this project would have been much easier, without this bias. Even people who I don’t know, (think they) “know” me, as that person who “has had mental issues”, because…

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Random question 2

Should the government have the right to force medication – such as antipsychotics or libido inhibitors – upon you? [I think not… What if you’re really not a case for that medicine, but they just really don’t listen to you and don’t allow you to defend yourself… (Speaking from experience,…

Drafts, Random Thoughts, Recipes

A dinner sketch

I can’t sleep… I have been “distancing myself from” meat as part of my diet for about three years now [with some unfrequent exceptions…]. Yesterday, however, while gazing over the menu card, I found (medium-rare) steak the most tasty option. I will for sure be able to distance myself from…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Quick Reflection 11/09/2018

All I think about is you Even though we haven’t spent that much time together yet —– My dream: We meet up once And you then never leave me The Never Ending Cuddle Hangout With our fellow Cuddles —– There are not many people like us Starting a new life…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Mental Images

“Paint a picture of what has been on your mind every day. With words. In the end, you’ll see how far you’ve come.” Where’s the Volta? Stuck in the same spot.  Happy still hurts, when it’s for only one When it’s not shared When it’s misunderstood When it’s not even…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts, Reflections

What does it mean? 

“Zzzz so many posts, still no clear essence” The essence is everything to me, when you love it When you don’t, I won’t succeed Success means creating true happiness for many Many reasons for me to also shift + delete the other new Nosce Te Ipsum The diary is to…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Sad Pet 

An expert in judgment must know how FUCKED UP it feels when people have a different source that portrays you as “the bad guy”, according to a milked script that is so deep-rooted in people’s minds, even though your intentions are good.  They say: “Don’t try to talk to her,…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts, Recipes, Reflections, Tips

WILHELMUS 2.0

MY CUDDLES LET’S UNITE LET’S GET THE FUUUUUUUCK OUT OF THIS COUNTRY AND MAKE OUR OWN :D. THIS IS THE MOMENT YOU HAVE BEEN WORKING FOR!!!  YOU CAN’T GO TO WORK IF YOUR OFFICE BUILDING IS FLOODED!!!!  WE’RE CUDDLE VISJES NOW 😀 <3 [Your recipe for survival. Even though they…

Drafts, Ex Animo, Nosce Te Ipsum, Random Thoughts

Fangs’s Dictionary

Cuddle is “the official dialect” spoken by Planet Fang citizens. It stays a dialect until there are enough words to make it a language of its own. You could use the words together with your native language (or another language). Let’s speak Cuddle? :] Cishe Plural: Cishes “Mag ik een…

Drafts, Nosce Te Ipsum, Online Diary, Random Thoughts

The Future of Mass Enlightenment

The minds of many people in modernized societies are occupied with life in a professional environment, information disseminated by mass media and social media as an extension of their personal life. Within this type of reality of an individual, new concepts are introduced every day. New (sustainable) products, new online…

Blog, Ex Animo, Online Diary, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Sunday, June 10, 2018

20:18 (08:18 PM) Good evening <3 How was your day? There are two topics I’ll elaborate on today. One sad, one “happy”. It’s “happy” because of the paradox I’ll mention in between the topics. Yesterday I mentioned the turbulence in my life, but I didn’t elaborate on it. That’s the…

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Draft: Trend update

So, when social media started (for me), I was on top of “all the hypes”. I was fourteen and had a twitter account. Reflecting on all kinds of things. From politics to giving people shoutouts, while totally not reading what my “friends” are posting, but focussing on finding funny “can…

Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Black Culture*

What is black culture? I can’t ask my teacher anymore… He had taught me so much. I didn’t even go to school yet, then. I could already write, though. Later, I gave my first presentation, at age 9, about the country my family is from: Surinam. My teacher had told…

Ex Animo, Random Thoughts

“Het Wilhelmus” der Cuddles

My Cuddles, It’s time to “Shenron Mode” our courage. No one will understand our impulse. They think we need them. They need us. But still they treat us so loveless. I want to “take my friends on tour” as well. You all have your own planes, if not, you could…

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An Impulse for Mark Zuckerberg

Hi Mark, I was just thinking of you. I hope you (will) read this. A lot of people say “fuck Facebook” these days. That must be very emotionally heavy for you. It’s too bad they lack compassion. Because you’ve just created the social network to bring people together and nothing…

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Some annoyance…

I don’t think it’s pleasurable to have feces as a topic of a regular conversation. This might sound very random to you, but “in my family” even during dinner it just has to be mentioned. (Wait until I play the recordings of “The Easter Table” for you haahahahahahah.) Then there’s…

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