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Opposing views and speaking my mind

We engage ourselves in social interactions. All human beings have a unique perception of reality. If I were to describe the core of the contents of verbal communication, I would definitely include that the partakers in conversations, make statements about their personal experience of life. Some descriptions of this perception,…

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Reputational Damage

If there weren’t a (globally¿) spread rumor about me, I would have been approached and believed positively different, by others. Starting this project would have been much easier, without this bias. Even people who I don’t know, (think they) “know” me, as that person who “has had mental issues”, because…

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Quick Reflection 11/09/2018

All I think about is you Even though we haven’t spent that much time together yet —– My dream: We meet up once And you then never leave me The Never Ending Cuddle Hangout With our fellow Cuddles —– There are not many people like us Starting a new life…

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Mental Images

“Paint a picture of what has been on your mind every day. With words. In the end, you’ll see how far you’ve come.” Where’s the Volta? Stuck in the same spot.  Happy still hurts, when it’s for only one When it’s not shared When it’s misunderstood When it’s not even…

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What does it mean? 

“Zzzz so many posts, still no clear essence” The essence is everything to me, when you love it When you don’t, I won’t succeed Success means creating true happiness for many Many reasons for me to also shift + delete the other new Nosce Te Ipsum The diary is to…

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Sad Pet 

An expert in judgment must know how FUCKED UP it feels when people have a different source that portrays you as “the bad guy”, according to a milked script that is so deep-rooted in people’s minds, even though your intentions are good.  They say: “Don’t try to talk to her,…

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Fangs’s Dictionary

Cuddle is “the official dialect” spoken by Planet Fang citizens. It stays a dialect until there are enough words to make it a language of its own. You could use the words together with your native language (or another language). Let’s speak Cuddle? :] Cishe Plural: Cishes “Mag ik een…

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Lil Fangs?¿?¿?

“Telescope + photoshop (@image captured by telescope) = NASA?????” “THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS HAHA” What’s a propagandist to you? Wednesday, August 1, 2018 – 01:18 (AM) [CEST] Scroll down for English. The core is below July 30. Ga ik “morgen” moe zijn? I-ë ye 😀 Mijn naam…

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Sunday, June 10, 2018

20:18 (08:18 PM) Good evening <3 How was your day? There are two topics I’ll elaborate on today. One sad, one “happy”. It’s “happy” because of the paradox I’ll mention in between the topics. Yesterday I mentioned the turbulence in my life, but I didn’t elaborate on it. That’s the…

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V. Bonus Rebel

I had to find a way to proclaim that we are supposed to live a different life. Then, a magic sound gave me an epiphany. I’m kind of insecure about my voice, you see. But then I heard… My favorite artist. His topics are so diverse. Politics, spitituality…  How can…

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IV. Mad Fangs

What time are we leaving? Where are we going? I don’t care. As long as I’m with you.  They don’t want me to clear my name. They like to see me suffer. Anything for good gossip. They have no other topic. But I’m getting tougher.  You see, I thought, in…

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III. Nerdy Smooth

Did I just see you take off your socks? Damn… Those feet…  00:12 – 00:30 piano solo Is it hot in here? Or is it just you? It must be hot because of you — I’m so happy you’re hearing me I want to talk about the attraction between us…

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II. An Overture

00:02-00:13  Please don’t focus on sound quality I had to find a way to get these words to you I’m not trying to comform myself to the standard of someone living in the spotlight It’s about the message For me to experience true freedom, you need to hear my message…

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What if my body and mind can do way more than I believe is possible? I set my own mental boundaries. Can we escape time? Because I feel like having dinner on the beach. Wait. Are you down to go to a place where you can do whatever you feel…

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Fear the Alpha. With his empty Clouds that bring darkness to life. Duality in Reverse implies The Beta. Female Equivalency powered by the East’s Light. A Dove with Hawk-like ambitions. Are you ready to Evolve? Stop it, Babylon. I’m an Amazon. Lil Fangs

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The Truth

Do you Follow? Do you Create? Exhibition Spiritually dormant? Spiritually cognizant? Inner Mission Ever gazed at the Moon? Ever stared into the Sun? Divination Are you happy? Do you satisfy yourself? Your Creation Do you believe in yourself? Are you part of something greater? Inhibition Are you self-preservative? Do we…

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The Weakness

A slave to my passions. Not able to lie. [When I tell someone something that isn’t in synch with the truth a wave of self-hatred and disgust captivates me, for hours.] It’s hard to be yourself when you’re used to being disrespected for being a dreamer. F*** that, though. I…

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The Universe was created when you came to Earth. Makes the words “Big Bang” sound a bit awkward. Wake up. Eddy B’s intelligence is being misused. Perception and reasoning are the key to survive. Can we make this place look like Heaven? [Hell Yeah.] Just keep your head up. And keep breathing….

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Come and sit on my Lap. Beauty level off the Charts. Do you value my Assets? Educated by the Bourgeoisie. Brain level PhD. Here we don’t care about that, though. I’d rather swim in your sea. Lil Fangs

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“Het Wilhelmus” der Cuddles

My Cuddles, It’s time to “Shenron Mode” our courage. No one will understand our impulse. They think we need them. They need us. But still they treat us so loveless. I want to “take my friends on tour” as well. You all have your own planes, if not, you could…

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a poem 19/04/’18

Seafood platters Blood splatters I need to edit the rest of my blog What the fog What was I thinking “Making it go viral in advance” will cause trouble But I’m still gonna burst a bubble Meet me in Paris. Felt how the Earth shook? Save my ebook 😀