00:37 (12:37 AM) Digitally earned money is not real money. It disrupts our system and therefore digital fraud is best solved with the death penalty. #FangyFacts #Fangyism This is an indirect reference to Fangyist Economics & Initiating Change (+Keynes part 2 [the digression]) :)) . With that, I do not mean kill everyone. It’s a statement about the balance between the amount of resources available, your earnings and what nature receives in return. ~~~ 01:42 (AM) ~~~ 16:22 (04:22 PM)  So last night, I wanted to share a poll and ended up making a spontaneous group chat, with people I…

00:11 (12:11 AM) Hooraaaaaaay, LilFangs.com exists one year today! ♥ Sooo much has happened since the very spontaneous “in medias res” start of this blog! Visiting Paris and (multiple cities in) Suriname (again), escaping psychiatric surveillance by running away to the US, almost going homeless in the US so coming back and still escaping surveillance by working full-time in an office for the first time in my life, scoring my first “university” study points, the long and difficult search to find suitable Graeynissis for my business (and to befriend), of course, releasing many books and articles, and muuuuuch more 🙂…

17:26 (05:26 PM) It was a lot of fun in the park with Shandery today 🙂 . I like how we have a similar attitude towards social situations :). I’m going to cycle home now xxx. I wonder if my mother has news for me yet? Regarding Dr. Crutzen. ¿ ~~~ 20:55 (08:55 PM) ~~~ 21:17 (09:17 PM) ~~~ 22:59 (10:59 PM) Meoow I’m going to attend the HBR Executive Event in Amsterdam, tomorrow. Now that my mother has told me she will send me another “Personal Donation”, otherwise I wouldn’t have attended haha… (Because I wouldn’t be able to.)…

01:10 (AM) ~~~ 19:54 (07:54 PM) I went to sleep around 6 AM x_x. Doing my bookkeeping is addictive 😮 . It was hard for me to quit adding new entries. Now I have all rough data for this quarter, I need for my tax report of the first quarter of this year, and I can make my own fun charts with :D. Having your bookkeeping in this format is required to become an official partner of D.O.C.I.S. International (as an individual), because in that way we can make sure that we are financially in synch, and we can use…

03:55 (AM) Meoww yess so I’m now going to add the final layer of fun complexity to the “I developed a major crush on someone who might turn out to be my actual biological father, who has also been the motive for other people, to diagnose me with schizophrenia” story that is part of my cold case: he (dr. Crutzen) has always been able to hear me reason, and as I matured (forgetting parts of my childhood), and he mentally identifies himself through my reasoning (just like many other people), he might have forgotten that he is my father, and…

15:53 (03:53 PM) Hi ♥ Just like yesterday and manyyy days before that, I’m still in bed (around this time)… I’m not outing how much of a bed pet I am that often – in comparison with how often I’m exhausted and self-cuddly like this. That’s because it’s my guilty pleasure… Dutch culture is all about getting up early and doing things together, saying that you contribute to society. My bed pettiness is considered a symptom of the illness I believe I do not have (schizophrenia), so I’m very incentivized to not shout it from the rooftops. I reallyyy can’t…

16:58 (04:58 PM) My love ♥ An impulsive Google Search session earlier today, has inspired me to follow a new and more effective strategy to achieve my goals. I will tell you all about it, but first I’ll be taking care of dinner, because my writing makes me very hungry. So I’ll be making this three course meal, as I wait for my relatives to come home. I’m going to make an improvisation of mashed potatoes, a combination of spinach and read coal with apples, “Caribbean shrimp” and parsnip-asparagus soup. And I bought ice cream for dessert 🙂 . I’ll…

12:56 (PM)  Heey ♥ Meoww I’m still in bed (as usual x_x). I kind of don’t want to ever leave it again. Especially after last night’s: “We need to speak to you tomorrow.” It’s what the woman whose house I’m currently living in, told me last night, before I went to sleep.  To explain my relationship with her again: she’s the wife of mr. Elia’s (who is “my father”) ex-colleague. They became friends before I was born. That’s why I’ve always considered the children of those family friends, are my cousins.  But when I secretly went to a coffeeshop to…