01:15 (AM)

Meoww D.O.C.I.S. International had a net loss of €96.14, the first quarter of 2019, I just calculated 🙁 .

Meooow 🙁 🙁

This is included in the loss I spoke of two days ago. Luckily I owe the right to a tax back of 21% on (taxable) business expenses. It sucks that, in theory, I now have to pay 21% of the €34.84 (though these were my own purchases 🙁 ) I’ve “earned”, to the government -.- .

Haa I got distracted from book keeping. Oh meoww I’ve spent even more, actually. I need to add my PayPal account to my database, still. I haven’t worked on the contract yet, still, either x_x.

I did make a personal profit of €171.48 this month

2019Quarter1…

The “Personal Donations” is the money I get from relatives, to get by. Yess I need a job, but I’d rather become CEO in a day than climb up the ladder… So sticking to D.O.C.I.S. International and nothing else it isssss….

When I then deduct the loss of D.O.C.I.S. of this quarter, I have made a profit of €75.34 this month. But about €50 on business expenses still need to be added to this balance, so then it’s €25,34 🙁 . And all this time, my bank account’s has been chilling around its €500 limit, and it still is, so my calculations must be very correct 🙂 . (And it’s still not a literally negative income… 🙂 )

You should know that I scored a 2.5 (depressingly bad) on my accounting exam, when I was still an economics student. But that doesn’t mean that I can’t do this 🙁 . I just don’t like being obligated to learn things that are less important to me…

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05:20 (AM)

Meoww I just finished working on the contract and late night dish washing. So much for being part of a participant household. Especially my wallet is participating.

I now also finished my late night granola and will go to sleep

I believe mr. Elia threatened to kill me, under his breath, since he’s slowly starting to figure out that I’m going to destroy his fraud empire, and make my own empire thrive.

Cheers

xxx

16:09 (04:09 PM)

Still in bed… I’m contemplating between going to the gym and playing basketball… I think I’ll play basketball today and go to the gym tomorrow.

I love to vent my blood lust with exercise 🙂 . It’s addictive.

Something I really want to get better at, by the way, is shooting. I’m talking guns. If police may walk around armed, then citizens should be allowed the same thing. Otherwise it’s not an equal battle for life. Plus, who is the cop who makes sure that dirty cops get prosecuted?

I can’t wait to finally know all fraud empire details (you know: who of our fake relatives is involved, do they also do human trafficking, have they already framed me, how much money are they hiding…) 🙂 . It’s better for them to be prosecuted in their disgusting national system, because in the Fangyist system, their crimes would mean the death penalty 🙂 .

If I ever die under strange circumstances, you know who it was 🙂 . It’s easy for him to kill me, because he is not my biological father, but I do have his last name.

Money makes people do craaazy things. And aside from his perky secret fraud lifestyle, he has nothing. Only watching television, until it’s time to act perky again.

I think the fact that I’d hate myself if I’d live like that, is another reason why he hates me.

Ah meow enough about this person who makes me want to kill and vomit (literal disgust… The scent oh my god x_x) on sight.

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17:35 (05:35 PM)

Change of plans. From the backyard I can see that the basketball field is occupied, and I want to play full field by myself, which is not possible, so I’m heading to the gym.

This was me yesterday:

Lil Fangs

Better lightingg

This is me today:

Lil Fangs

Is it just me, or do I look like a little B?

I am still able to crack a smile 🙂 . (But whitening my teeth would make me happy haha…)

I make my own work-out scheduless. Yesterday, it was:

  • 07:50 min threadmill (3 min jogging, 2 min side-step both sides, about 1 min spriting and then walking it out a little)
  • 3 sets x 10 times lifting that 50kg for my legs and back
  • 3 sets x 7 times training abs by using my legs to lift my entire body off the bench I do this exercise on
  • 3 sets x 7 times lifting a weight for my triceps 12kg
  • 45 minutes of freestyle fighting using two punching bags (resembling two enemies)

Today, I’m thinking of:

  • Doing the same warming-up as yesterday
  • 3 sets x 10 times lifting 50 kg for my legs and back
  • 3 sets x 7 times abs full body weight
  • 3 sets x 10 times training biceps by punching with weights (idk how many kgs yet, because I haven’t done that exercise in quite a while)
  • Springtouwen? & Other jumping exercises (like jumping squats)

I’m going to finish my granola and tea, maybe eat some fruit, if I’m still hungry, and then head to the gymm xxx

I’m also going to visit my former piano teacher today, for a technical lesson 🙂 .

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22:32 (10:32 PM)

Meoww my day was very nice 🙂 .

I stirred in this exercise, because I had to wait until the bench I use to train my abs was freee

And I was tired of “jump roping” quite fast, so I decided to do some freestyle fighting again. Made this very short video of it haha x_x.

My piano lesson was very nice. I hadn’t seen my teacher in decades, so we spent most of the time catching up. I like that I can level with her. She has been my piano teacher for almost 10 years now!

I hope you’ll see more of her work, via my publishing network 🙂 .

Depending on what comes on my path the coming week, I might visit her again next week.

My wanderlust is too heavy. I still desperately want to emigrate…

I wonder when my B ( = dr. Crutzen) will be in the Netherlands again. I’m still waiting to hear “the news” regarding our encounter, the way a pet waits in front of the window, until its owner comes home.

Remember that time when I was taken out to lunch to be told to stop contacting dr. Crutzen personally, but wait until my mother has arranged our encounter?

I read that one e-mail I first didn’t read, to make sure that I wouldn’t start mailing him again, because that was what I was told not to do, but it literally only said “OK, I will call you tomorrow at 13:00.” I guess I then have a different understanding of the English language. My goddd why may I not just schedule this meeting myself 🙁 .

I really dislike having missed out on a chance to hear his voice. The conversation took place at the scheduled moment, but I was not informed of its scheduled moment. I have to ask to see the e-mails he has sent.

He has such a pretty accent. And I can have good conversations with him. But in the end, this is all just to schedule that encounter, so luckily a real chance to hear his voice I’ll still get.

Hmmm what should I do now… I’m afraid I’ll make structural mistakes if I I start working on my contract now. I’m a bit tired…

My late night snack will be supermarket rice pudding I saw in the fridge, and after that, I’m going to enter bed pet mode.

Tomorrow, I’m going to chill with a friend. We’re going for a walk in the forest (because it’s fun and I’m on a budget) and will be meeting at a normal time (13:00), so I can’t go to bed at 5 AM and keep laying in it until 5 PM. I’m glad 🙂 .

Good nighttt ♥

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