00:39 (12:39 AM)ย 

I see there is “no market” for FangCatje. Of the more than 4500 people who have seen it, only 2% have anticipated on it. I didn’t expect people to respond to it with the love and enthusiasm I was hoping to see. But this:


This is going too far. It’s the only response the (later still approved) advertisement got. A GIF of a pile of shit.

Fuck this. I’m not going to supercharge my tachycardia to share my very sensitive and personal self-reflection in the purest format, just for it to be fucking trolled. Do you have any idea of WHAT THE FUCK I’ve been through?!

You should really call your fucking lawyer, Tom Hendriks. I’m very indirectly threatening to kill you.

For the sake of creativity and global warming: motherfuckers like that just need to fucking die. Who the fuck will miss them? I won’t.
“For the sake of creativity”: I mean that the talentless people who place shit comments underneath posts of people who live the creative struggle to get by, should just fucking die. They’re fucking talentless anyway.
“For the sake of global warming”: the world is overpopulated and worthless fucks are in excess so we really need a little less of them. They come with a lot of emission and deliver absolutely nothing in return.

I hope that you, my dear reader, can read between the lines and understand that I’m doing all of this for the people with a name, a mission for positive change and an audience. My biggest fans. And that I want to unify them and encourage them to use their talents in a different context: the context in which D.O.C.I.S. International becomes the super company that will overrule the entire global system. We Fangyists will finally be able to live in total peace. No Fangyist will be forgotten!

My situation is not easy to understand. That is why I need you next to me in person. So that I can explain et cetera. (Plus Cishes? ๐Ÿ˜€ ) Please anticipate.

The party was fun, by the way ๐Ÿ™‚ . I hope the birthday girl found it fun as well ๐Ÿ™‚ . Hehe and I ran into someone at the party, with whom I’ve been on a sort of date when I was in high school. He picked me up from school once and we went for a walk through the city. We never met again after that, until now. It’s such a small world ๐Ÿ™‚ .

I’m off to sleep meow. We’ll be barbecuing today yays ๐Ÿ˜€ .

Good night ♥

xxx

11:17 (AM)ย 

Good morning ♥

How was your night? And how is your morning?

Usually, I go back to sleep after waking up and keep doing that until my body indicates that I might faint if I don’t eat soon. (I just love letting everything go and staying in my fantasy dream world so much. Where I cuddle Victishe each night. 😻 )

But today I got up right after waking up ๐Ÿ™‚ . Though my body feels a bit more weak than usual, I’m loving this morning. There is such a nice scent in the air. 😻
Something mildly sweet. I know it wasn’t the scent of breakfast, but what it is I still don’t know yet. I just hope that the scent means that today will be a good day…

I’ll continue to work on my self-reflection today. I think I’ll still share it. I still want you to know… Just know that I have no tolerance for hate comments ๐Ÿ™‚ .

Meowss I’m going to eat a baguette with bacon, eggs, mayonaise, lettuce and some spices. Bis spรคter. ๐Ÿ™‚ ♥

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20:30 (08:30 PM)ย 

I’m now certain that I’ll supercharge myself if I try to finish FangCatje for tomorrow.

Plus I’ve been busyy. Checking out the national Veteran’s Day live & president Trump his G20 press conference. And barbecue preparations…

The mess of preparing multiple dishes at once…

One dish of salmon marinated in Bahamian vodka and one non-alcoholic variation

Gambas marinated in a lime dressing, orientally spiced picaรฑa and rib-eye skewers.

Plus my favorite type of brandy 😻

I’m exhausted ayy [also made all these barbecue sauces] but it’s very much worth it ๐Ÿ™‚ . We’re going to eat now yays.

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