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Drafts, Online Diary

Friday April 20, 2018

11:57 (AM) Good morning, my Cuddle About an hour ago, I was able to get out of bed. I always wake up around 8 in the morning, but I don’t want to talk, if there are other people in the house, so I tend to hide underneath the sheets. I do talk to The Head Cuddle, though. I always say good morning to B. Then my skull moves, but I can’t hear him as clear as in the beginning anymore. This is going to be over very soon, though. Since I’m allowed to go to Paris next Wednesday. Finally I’ll…

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Thursday April 19, 2018 (“Room tour”)

18:42 (06:42 PM) Another stressful day has almost passed. Also, my paperback got approved @ the Amazon catalog. So that’s nice. But I don’t have the “that’s nice” feeling. My father is fucking insane. 00:12 (12:12 AM) I’m sitting on the bench in front of the house. My sister is in Paris. My father went to “pick up my mother” from the dinner she went to. He left around 22:00. Yesterday, he went “into the city” (the literal translation for going to a bar, shopping or to a club in Rotterdam)… he didn’t mention that he took a friend along…

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Posts from my old blogs

Wat wil ik?

Categorie: carrière Publicatiedatum: Mijn grootste angst is over 30 jaar terugkijken op hoe mijn leven is verlopen en te denken “had ik maar…”. Ik ben dus al een tijd bezig (zeg maar gerust 9 jaar) met het uitvinden wat ik nou écht leuk vind, en denk inmiddels dat ik erachter ben wat ik wil en hoe ik dat wil bereiken. Wat ik wil is echter “niet normaal” en mijn strategie is nogal niet-mainstream. Gaat dit me lukken?   Wat ik niet wil is vanaf het moment dat ik klaar ben met school tot de dag dat ik met pensioen ga elke dag van…

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Posts from my old blogs, Reflections

Draft: Het DIY-dieet: achtergrondonderzoek (0)

Categorie: DIY Publicatiedatum: We weten niet wat er in ons eten zit, gezond eten is duur en een pizza is veel lekkerder dan een maaltijdsalade. Ik vraag me af of ik een dieet zodanig kan opstellen dat ik én kan eten wat ik lekker vind, én mijn gezondheid vooruit help in plaats van achteruit. Om erachter te komen hoe ik mijn dieet moet samenstellen heb ik de volgende vragen opgesteld: Wat heeft een menselijk lichaam dagelijks voor voedingstoffen nodig? Wat maakt dat mijn eetpatroon mijn gezondheid achteruit helpt? Hoe zitten 3 verschillende bekende diëten in elkaar? Paleo, Cambridge, Slimming World…

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Posts from my old blogs, Reflections

Draft: De strijd tegen procrastinatie (1): Nooit meer uitstellen

Categorie: levenswijze Publicatiedatum: x Deel 2: Wat ik heb geleerd Wat er is veranderd Je kent het misschien wel: ruim de tijd hebben om iets te doen, maar uiteindelijk beginnen wanneer de deadline bijna in zicht is. Uitstelgedrag weerhoudt je ervan om vooruit te gaan. Dit kan zorgen voor enorme frustratie (vooral voor mensen die enorme waslijsten met taken en doelen hebben). Waar komt het vandaan? Na wat research te hebben gedaan, ben ik op de volgende oorzaken van uitstelgedrag gekomen: Men is zich van tevoren niet bewust van hoeveel tijd het kost om de opdracht te voltooien Gebrek aan…

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Posts from my old blogs

Ik volg de kudde niet.

Categorie: x Publicatiedatum: Heb je de “over theapprentice.nl” (link) pagina al gezien? Ik heb besloten mijn carrière anders in te richten dan men gewoonlijk doet. Het is nu gebruikelijk om na de basisschool, het voortgezet onderwijs en een eventuele vorm van hoger onderwijs of middelbaar beroepsonderwijs voor iemand te gaan werken en vervolgens met pensioen te gaan. Deze vorm van levensinvulling wordt al op hele jonge leeftijd aangemoedigd. Ik wil niet zeggen dat dit fout is: ik wil zelf gewoon iets anders. Het liefst wil ik al mijn capaciteiten optimaal benutten en zo onafhankelijk mogelijk zijn. Opvoeding als motief (waarom…

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Posts from my old blogs

Over TheApprentice.nl

Categorie: carrière Publicatiedatum: x (2015-2016) Op theapprentice.nl schrijf ik over alles wat ik tegenkom op het alternatieve carrièrepad dat ik heb gekozen. (link) Alles wat ik hier uit haal – of het nou positief is of negatief –  kan niet alleen leerzaam zijn voor mezelf, maar ook voor een ander. Daarom houd ik het online bij. Ik schrijf trouwens niet alleen over mijn carrière op zich. Nee, integendeel zelfs. Ik schrijf hier ook over de manier waarop ik mijn leefstijl zodanig aanpas dat ik mijn doelen makkelijker kan bereiken. En ik schrijf over maatschappelijke dilemma’s en andere actuele zaken. Er…

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Nosce Te Ipsum

Draft: Het Liée (for “insider Cuddles”)

Dit wordt “het gekste artikel ooit geschreven”… Instructies voor het invullen van “Het Liée” Dus ik zit in de trein. Zodra hij begint te rijden ben ik vrij. Buy my book. Fill out the forms on https://docis.international (sign up, Het Liée, donation¿). Cuddle me in Paris. Or in the train… That would be nicer :]. Post some crazy Fangyism on your social media too. That would be the nicest. Then I can finally text you ah-ha-ha-haaa :'(

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Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Draft: Trend update

So, when social media started (for me), I was on top of “all the hypes”. I was fourteen and had a twitter account. Reflecting on all kinds of things. From politics to giving people shoutouts, while totally not reading what my “friends” are posting, but focussing on finding funny “can you relate to this” tweets to retweet. “Back then”, it wasn’t that popular yet.

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Blog, Random Thoughts, Reflections

Black Culture*

What is black culture? I can’t ask my teacher anymore… He had taught me so much. I didn’t even go to school yet, then. I could already write, though. Later, I gave my first presentation, at age 9, about the country my family is from: Surinam. My teacher had told me everything I had to know to give the presentation. I’m talking about my grandfather. He told me about the harmony there was before slave trade. And the disrupted culture there was afterwards. There’s a disrupted image going round, of what black culture is. Black culture is not slave culture….

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Ex Animo, Random Thoughts

“Het Wilhelmus” der Cuddles

My Cuddles, It’s time to “Shenron Mode” our courage. No one will understand our impulse. They think we need them. They need us. But still they treat us so loveless. I want to “take my friends on tour” as well. You all have your own planes, if not, you could share them (with me looool faka government plane). It’s time for Fang School. Being a nerd is not something you should be shunned for. It’s a gift. Making them feel jealous. Talent is a necessity. Let’s stop wasting time. And try to reach the maximum of our capacities. It’s going…

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Random Thoughts

An Impulse for Mark Zuckerberg

Hi Mark, I was just thinking of you. I hope you (will) read this. A lot of people say “fuck Facebook” these days. That must be very emotionally heavy for you. It’s too bad they lack compassion. Because you’ve just created the social network to bring people together and nothing else. It the same people who are destroying your image, are the ones writing new nonsense posts every single day. Maybe they’re right. “Fuck Facebook”. Just “delete” the whole thing. Don’t you think it’s time for something new? Cash out? -xxx-

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Online Diary

Wednesday April 18, 2018

20:58 (08:58 PM) Hiii my cuddle (I like using 3 I’s. For HiiiPower reasons. (Shoutout to my cuddle K-cuddle. “I see you”. Ahahahah. Oh and a lot of cuddles to my Cuddle Cat. I wish I was there with you… I thought I was the only one who had to deal with those “close friends” who say they’re your biggest supporters, but are the most unsupportive.)) I must give my mother some credit for trying to save the last bit of this family. I don’t think she would listen to me for relationship advice, especially not when I say: “Leave…

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Images

Is the person for who(m?) this note is written a schizophrenic?

Huh? Is that a black female university dropout who’s from the Netherlands? She’s making rap music? And she’s running for president? (The person who wrote the note doesn’t know about the last two statements.) The curly handwriting says (I’m going to solely literally translate it): “I went to the mouth hygiënist (I hope you brought a key with you . Totally forgot)” The other handwriting says: “Of course  I  had a key with me =)” And then there’s a note that says “sugar” on the left. She’s very forgetful herself… (Forgot that the mouth hygienist appointment was an hour earlier…

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Blog, Drafts, Nosce Te Ipsum

Draft: [Nosce Te Ipsum I MUST READ!!!:] The Escape Plan

This “article” has had many versions. Getting to freedom isn’t easy. I guess risking a lot of bad publicity again, is the only way. May 22nd is all I have to say. I’m keeping this a draft. Insiders know: So, wandering around is not a problem to me, but could I get some cuddles, some good food and a ____(5) massage? [My book club + witnesses + NTI government members (partially)] #1 Leland Wayne (S) #2 Jacques Webster (P) #3 Quavious Marshall (S) #4 Benoît Crutzen (P) #5 Kendrick Duckworth (P) #6 Solaná Rowe (P) #7 DeAnthony Carlos (S) #8…

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Art, Drafts

Zendusa

“That looks cool. Is that Medusa?” “No… But thanks.” I didn’t want to make anything “Medusa related”, I just wanted to show a beautiful body, with “big hair”, sitting in a meditative position, resembling calmth. I shaped the body out of one piece of clay, I first made cylinder shaped. The hair was attached later, just like the layer of black glass paint. I made this in the hospital as well. “Zendusa on dusty piano.” (It sounds like a saloon piano.)

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Drafts

Draft: Rijke Nederlanders in Suriname?

Surimi sticks, verse noodles, paksoi, garlic, ginger, ketjap marinade, unions, white wine. Zou u met de winst van uw onderneming willen investeren in een bedrijf dat wilt u daar een huis in Suriname bij? Er komt daar een “mijnbedrijf” bij (overkopen?) (Mijn opa deed zaken in Ghana? Hij hield zich bezig met overheidsfinancien. Ik ben Surinaams. Hij woonde in Nederland. Vandaag ben ik om 08:46 gaan ontbijten. Ik heb melk met cornflakes (mijn oma maakte vroeger altijd melk met muesli. Toen ze jonger was kon ze heel goed koken.) Vervolgens ben ik gaan douchen terwijl ik naar muziek luisterde. We…

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Ex Animo

a poem 19/04/’18

Seafood platters Blood splatters I need to edit the rest of my blog What the fog What was I thinking “Making it go viral in advance” will cause trouble But I’m still gonna burst a bubble Meet me in Paris. Felt how the Earth shook? Save my ebook 😀

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Online Diary

Tuesday April 17, 2018

10:57 AM Good morning! How did you sleep? Currently, I’m in the metro. I’m on my way to stop Eendrachtsplein, to buy a few pre-rolled joints. After that I’m going to buy some groceries for dinner. I need to make the mathematics test today. It’s due at 23:59 (11:59 PM). I’d rather keep my focus on Nosce Te Ipsum, but since I’ve requested study financing, which I’ll receive on the 24th of April, and I want to keep having the right to receive this, I need to keep “being an official student” (so to not drop out) until I’m free….

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Blog, Online Diary

Monday April 16, 2018

Hi Cuddle How was your day? Today I’ve gone home after having stayed at my grandmother’s house since last week Saturday (April 7th). During that time I’ve cooked for her, we’ve gone to a cafe for some coffee (and chocolate milk for me, since I can’t handle caffeine that well), we’d visited her physician and we played bingo together with her friends… That doesn’t really sound like fun activities for a 21 year old, but I just needed a change of scenes. (At home I heard: “Stop sitting behind that computer. You’re making your head too full,” too often. I’m…

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Art

Nosce Te Ipsum (image)

This is a drawing I made with pastels and chalk crayons, while I was at EMC. I scanned it and added some effects with photoshop, to make it seem more “computerized”. This is the end result. It’s the cover image of Nosce Te Ipsum I’s very first episode.

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Random Thoughts

Some annoyance…

I don’t think it’s pleasurable to have feces as a topic of a regular conversation. This might sound very random to you, but “in my family” even during dinner it just has to be mentioned. (Wait until I play the recordings of “The Easter Table” for you haahahahahahah.) Then there’s privacy while being on the toilet. I don’t like being disturbed while listening to music. What I think is even worse, is being disturbed while you’re listening to music on the toilet. You call my name. I say yes. You call my name again. I say yes again. On the…

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