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Saturday, November 10, 2018

10:50 Morniing ♥ What are your plans for the weekend?  Mine are ????????  I woke up to a lot of texts from my mother. Now my worries are tying my stomach in knots.  Maybe I do need to go back to the Netherlands. To save my Dutch Graeys… There must…

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Friday, November 9, 2018

11:00 Good morning! ♥  How was your night? Mine was nice. Even just laying down, when I couldn’t sleep, was nice. I’m used to hearing cars and sirens from a busy road, because my bedroom at “home” is next to one. But this room I’m in now, is so close…

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Thursday, November 8, 2018

11:16 Good morning :] I’m killing some time before my next check-in. I guess, to be understood by my non-blog readers, I need to be A LOT more direct. I consider being direct, a form of barbarian unpoliteness.  The person I called my Cuddle, I gave that title way too…

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Wednesday, November 7, 2018

00:58 Heeeey 😀 As I mentioned earlier, by means of giving my aching head some rest, I’m writing less. The amounts of time trying to break down how I intend to manifest, within my life, touching on the lives of many, my Volta, in which I go from: “I’m so…

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Monday, November 5, 2018

09:57 Good morning! How was your night?  Mine was very nice! So nice, that I actually want to continue sleeping, but the doctor’s practice closes at 1. I’ll use the 13:00 – 15:00 break for my nap :].  Yesterday, I signed up for this “freelancers/sole proprietors working together in the…

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Sunday, November 4, 2018

07:50 Good morning!  Hahahaha it’s been a long time since I’ve taken moments off from writing.  I just handed in the rental car. 21 minutes left until my tram comes.  I’ve never seen a city so quiet in the morning… That’s so chill :D. Is it because it’s Sunday? Usually,…

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Friday, November 2, 2018

09:55 Good morning! 😀 12:03 I’m back in my hotel room. My work out was niceee.  I’m now going to get my razor and shaving cream out of the car, shower and shave – haha meoww I’m such a hairy cat right noww, seek for a cheap place where I…

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Thursday, November 1, 2018

[On Friday, November 1, 1996, 21:15, this wild Cuddle came into existence.] 08:48 Good morning ♥ The cold is keeping me wrapped up, underneath the sheets. But I really need to get out of bed, because breakfast is until 10 am.  I expected to feel lonely, but actually, I feel…

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Wednesday, October 31, 2018

07:32 Good morning! I’m in the bus 10:51 The top speed of my rental car is about 195 km/h, hehe.  15:24 I had to stop for gas, on my way back from doctor Cuddle. I received the car with a full tank… The trip to his practice and back was…

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Tuesday, October 30, 2018

08:58 Good morning 😀 How was your night?  Mine was all right. I woke up a few times, in the middle of the night, so I’m still tired, though. After this, I’m going to take a nap.  I hope that somewhere today, what I transferred to my prepaid credit card,…

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Monday, October 29, 2018

13:36 Hi♥ What I transferred to my prepaid credit card, still hasn’t been received yet, but the other bills have been deducted from my debit account, so I’m “back on minus”… Which method to use, to never come back to this level…  My opinions are either working full-time for another…

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Drafts, Ex Animo, Reflections

D. O. C. I. S. Featured

D.O.C.I.S. The abbreviation in the name of the international business I intend to start, called D.O.C.I.S. International, stands for: Determined Observant Colloquial Intelligent Stratagem   D.O.C.I.S. Nosce Te Ipsum I, Book I, Episode 2 Copyright © 2018 by Lil Fangs. All rights reserved. Sharing content of this book is only…

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Sunday, October 28, 2018

08:43 Good morning, my Cuddle ♥  I just had breakfast. Unfortunately, my body isn’t the way it was a few years ago. I’m still so tired – just like after dinner yesterday – that I’ll be napping. Hopefully afterwards, I’ll have enough energy to work some. Meow, I still need…

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Saturday, October 27, 2018

08:29 Good morning ♥  Last night, I had a change of heart, when it comes to how to go about this. I’m hesitant with sharing it. I fear my safety and the status of my finances. [This surfaced in the extreme nightmare I had before I woke up. I can…

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Friday, October 26, 2018

04:18 (AM)  My current form of transportation makes it possible for me to charge my phone. That’s so chill :D, because I haven’t booked a new hotel room yet. Because of the few abilities for late night travel, after I couldn’t find the special bus stop for international buses, there…

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Thursday, October 25, 2018

15:50  I just managed to get myself out of bed… There’s not really anything nutritional and “unique” to eat, so my father and I are going to eat in the center of the town I live in. By “unique”, I mean something that I want to eat varied. When I…

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Wednesday, October 24, 2018

00:15 About the friend of my sister: because she paralyzes twice a day, I think she needs “past Dutch borders” medical assistance as well… I zone out…* 02:10  I still can’t sleep. Meow :[. 12:47  At the peak of my high and my laking, I was finally able to go…

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Blog, Ex Animo

Ex Animo

My first language is Dutch. “Ex Animo” translated to modern Dutch causes a miscommunication. The words literally translated, make up something else than the actual meaning of the two words. “Ex”: zonder (without) and “animo”: aanhang [that is without supporters].  But if you search the phrase in a dictionary, you…

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Tuesday, October 23, 2018

17:40 (05:40 PM)  I couldn’t sleep last night… Again x_x. I’m trying to cut down on writing and I’m keeping myself from making voice recordings. The pressure headache I have, makes me tired. I still haven’t been able to fall asleep. Meow 😿  I’m going to try sleeping again…  18:00 (06:00…

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Monday, October 22, 2018

02:44 (AM) Hey… ♥ The 21st was a diverse and busy day. Right now, I’m working on my ad spaces. By the two dates in the renewed privacy policy – I very recently uploaded – I’m trying to say that I have been taking the privacy laws into consideration from…

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Blog, Drafts, Ex Animo

Level 4

Often, I lie down and, through reasoning, I try to get an overview of everything that’s going on inside of me. Mentally and physically.  In the ocean of sounds, the big crowds of people and the grandiose ways all kinds of public technology guide and simplify life, I’m not able to…

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Saturday, October 20, 2018

00:56 (12:56 AM)  I don’t want to go to sleep and leave you with a cliffhanger. It’s past bedtime and I’m tired, though, so I’ll tell you about the scope of “Level 4” [reference to the October 17 post] and how it relates to “the situation”.  First I’ll take my make-up off,…

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Friday, October 19, 2018

11:56 (AM)  My Cuddle ♥ In case you wonder around what time it’s best to visit this website, to see a(n) (live) update, it’s around 1 o’clock in the afternoon and around 11 o’clock in the evening. Depending on how today goes, my evening update could be a lot later….

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Thursday, October 18, 2018

12:11 (PM)  Good afternoon :] There are some pictures I took with my phone yesterday that I would like to show you: To mime the metaphorical context: two versions of you, one hopeful and one anxious, have been handcuffed to me. I, your escort, am a prisoner, too. For a…

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Tuesday, October 16, 2018

17:02 (05:02 PM)  Good afternoon, my Cuddle 🙊 💕  To make sure I stay on the right track, in this maze where I need to make fast decisions for the short-term, which influences how the long term plays out, I’ve made a draft of a public description [consider it a pamphlet…

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Blog, Drafts, Ex Animo, Reflections

Opposing views and speaking my mind

We engage ourselves in social interactions. All human beings have a unique perception of reality. If I were to describe the core of the contents of verbal communication, I would definitely include that the partakers in conversations, make statements about their personal experience of life. Some descriptions of this perception,…

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Monday, October 15, 2018

00:02 (12:02 AM)  Haha I’m so in love with the character I made in Episode 😻. I only styled her and gave her the character of a romantic person.  She’s also dealing with a lot of bad dreams 😅   I downloaded the game in the car, on our way…

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Sunday, October 14, 2018

11:36 (AM)  Good morning  I misinterpreted the word Bewegungsartefakt, yesterday… Awkward…? I was celebrating too soon… 😔  I couldn’t keep still, because my skull moves, without me controlling this. I strive to find the scientific explanation of this, to debunk the guesswork explanation of “Must be stress,” from the people…

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Blog, Online Diary, Recipes

Saturday, October 13, 2018

12:47 (PM)  Heey ♥  What are your plans for this weekend?  I’ll be bed petting 😋   [woaaah this is the first time for me to succeed in including an emoji that isn’t a heart!!!! I had to find how to convert unicode to html, hehe]. I think, the “priority mail”…

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Friday, October 12, 2018

09:30 (AM)  My Cuddleeee 😀 ♥ Good morning!! ♥ ♥ How was your night?  Mine was pretty good. I went to sleep around 9 pm and had a lot of time to sleep. Somehow I’m still tired, so I’ll be napping until 11 am. That’s when I have to check…

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