I’m Vampin’, my meowww. Too excited to go to sleep. Once I get going, I don’t want to quit until it’s done. For the sake of keeping that up, today is Reform Development Day 1.
The video I recorded earlier is being converted to MPEG4, so that I can upload it to YouTube. And – this was a big step – I finished my contact page 🙂 . I hope the world will treat my contact information fairly…
The video conversion progress is now finished for 75%. It is now 02:02 (AM). In the meantime, I’ve answered some ASKfm questions.
As part of Reform Development Day – lol actually spontaneous coincidence because I was getting bored with those stupid “funny videos” and other nonsense anyway – I will delete my Facebook and Instagram account today, at 6 PM (UTC +01:00). I don’t know who has been reporting my blog on there, but I wonder why that hasn’t happened from the very beginning I created those accounts, then. Debatable death threats were on there and here from the very beginning. All text I tried to share on those networks, became blocked after I shared that voice recording (in which -> I <- was mistreated) again on Crisis Center Day 6. What I find the most scandalous about this incorrect treatment, is that they don’t even tell me why they are blocking my text and blog link(s). (Then I could much easier tell them that they are in the wrong for blocking me. Don’t forget: I might have websites, through which other people’s bad actions are stored and shared with the world, but the people I speak of are (mostly) anonymous, and in reality, it is still thousands against 1: against me. People forget that I have feelings, too. The reason why I have this blog, is because they have fucking hurt my feelings far too fucking often, and I have no one I can comfortably share this with in my circle.)
I, by the way, still also don’t know who the fuck put my book on Bol.com? I wonder how many people have read it… It’s soooooo fucking insane that it is on there and I don’t even get a fucking share of the fucking sales????? I’ll not spend it on fucking dumb things… I’m trying to constitute a new country here…
Meoww I’m going to empty and fill up the dish washer – is what I promised when I said that I’m not going to eat TV dinner but eat in my room. Then my video will be converted, I’ll share it with you here, as it is uploading to YouTube. Then we’ll all wake up to a video of me reading another post and this time even more clearly mention that I’m so deeply in love with Victor Geskes 😻 . (Hope I won’t receive another phone call from a very aggressive sounding, hissing female, if I write down his name here… 😏 )
Haha it was my intention to read yesterday’s post as well, and afterwards go into web development related things. But I ended up elaborating on the first time I spoke with him in sooo much detail ahahaha… And then told “our” story from that moment until what the fuck happened on Tuesday 😂 . I did end it with working on my contact page.
Lol meanwhile it’s 02:54 and I’ll do the dishes after having slept. I’ll also write a caption after I’ve slept, but will still upload and publish this video now, because you really need to see it! 😻
I’m going to sleeep. Good night ♥
My video will be available here ayyy
~ xxx ~
18:24 (06:24 PM)
I posted these pictures on my (other) social media yesteday:
And I deleted my accounts just now. I love it when I stick to my words.
Right before going to sleep. I realized that today is Friday and I had another appointment scheduled with my case manager and the experience expert. Though my alarm went off at 10 AM and the appointment was at 11, I had a hard time getting up. Ended up leaving the house around 5 past 11, so I was there 11:20. It was very comfortable venting again. They ask very good questions.
I hope to receive a referral soon, so that I can get my second opinion at “The Therapist”. I hope to get rid of that schizophrenic/psychotic individual label soon 🙂 .
Now I’ll be writing the rest of the text for the D.O.C.I.S. International website. And I’ve also claimed my new web store domain and have given it a SSL certificate 🙂 . A long name is funny, because it’s “against the rules”: https://store.docis.international 😀 . I wanted to start adding my manuscripts to the database of het centraal boekhuis, but it’s unavailable 🙁 . I hope it will be working properly after the weekend. I need this money meowww 🙁 .
Now I'll be working here. pic.twitter.com/iwpK8Yv8VW
— The Fangs (@LilFangs_) June 14, 2019
Againnnn ayy. I also took the best nap ever, there 🙂 .
So I’ll be writing it out with pen and paper first, because I spend too much time behind screens. It gives me dry eyes x_x.
Though we should all cut down on screen time, because it’s unnatural, I hope you’ll watch my YouTube videos, instead of watching a movie 🙂 .
I’ll probably write you again before I go to sleep. Enjoy the rest of your day ♥ .
22:57 (10:57 PM)
Meoow I ended up saying “Yes” to the reiterated question if I want to go along to the wholesale market (Makro). We ran into some family friends there 🙂 .
I don't know how I got myself into this "Accompany me to the wholesale market" followed by "I'm going to take a shit. You prepare the meat" deal, but I got some dates (unfortunately not talking Victishe 🙁 ) and I put some thyme in the marinade 🙂 . We're going to compare… pic.twitter.com/l9yAVzEpIK
— The Fangs (@LilFangs_) June 14, 2019
The dates (food lol) are amazing and so was the rib-eye! Meoow tomorrow I’m going to stuff some dates (food ahahaha) with soft goat cheese 😻 .
But I was already tired before this day started and now I still have so much to do 🙁 . (But what I do is not seen as a job here 🙁 . Yes, it does not pay well, but that’s just because I have no investors 🙁 . ) And I also need to re-twist my hair, because it’s becoming very frizzy. I want to make tighter twists, so that I can put it in a high ponytail on Sunday, when we’re going to a tasting event in a castle: Slot Zeist. I have nothing to wear, my meow 🙁 . I really need new clothing, but have 0 stacks 🙁 🙁 . Especially after today. First there was about €120 on my account. Now there’s only €1, because my stupid health care premium was deducted from my account 🙁 . I really hope my manuscripts will sell… 🙁 Even more, I hope that I’ll somehow find some Victishe-level Graeynissis who would like to do business with me…
And meooow being single sucks even more during the Summer season 😥 . This hot weather makes me want to kiss and go places… But I don’t have a fixed income, so I don’t feel comfortable spending money meowww 😿 .
I’m going to go to sleep, having dreams about Victishe… I wish we were together meoww 🙁 . Then I could also chill with my B 😋 . Haha helppp.
I would love to outsource all of the work that is exhausting me, by the way. But I still haven’t had any investors ever in my life 🙁 . Please be the first ♥ .
Goood nighttt ♥