Yesterday, I, at the very last moment, was not able to welcome my family for my birthday dinner. Now the majority of guests have cancelled for today. This is the worst day of my life.

Worst day of my life

This is the worst day of my life.

After having been alone all day yesterday, I just couldn’t – after all of the loneliness – say “heeyyy welcomeee 🙂 ” .

I just want to die. To me this seems logical, but to others apparently it isn’t. If I’m sick on my birthday, you’re not coming for drinks and to give me a kiss? And to chill with the rest of the family? Why is that not logical?

Why is it not logical to put your heads together, say fuck anything else, and bring air mattresses?

Do people like that exist?

You want to say that that it way too much to ask?

Infinite love for those who are here.

21:12 Antwerpen Kievitwijk