“Zzzz so many posts, still no clear essence”

The essence is everything to me, when you love it

When you don’t, I won’t succeed

Success means creating true happiness for many

Many reasons for me to also shift + delete the other new Nosce Te Ipsum

The diary is to preserve my memory, so ew to including it

I don’t want you to feel the pain I feel

But I want to be transparent

But not another post

The pain shouldn’t be a re-occurring theme

Haven’t even written down half of it

What’s the point? 

Will I make it? 

Making it means having the chance to be happy, loving and creative with you, all of the time

But currently I have sadness and many forms of radio-silence

Maybe I’m not the one

But then please just make it quick and painless